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Unknown21

Unknown21

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Apr 25, 2023
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Any ideas?

If you are going to drink SN, where will you drink it away from home, hotels and woods (no forests here)?

I live in a very crowded area and it seems that I cannot find a place that is not crowded where no one can see me. All the public parks are crowded and sitting is not allowed after approximately 8:00 PM. I'm searching but it's no use.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
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I was thinking about drinking it in my empty church because I like this place. But there are always some tourists so not a good idea. I believe in God and I hope He'll forgive me for my weird thoughts...
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
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I think hotels are not a bad idea 🤔 It is the most important point that someone doesn't enter in the scene and rescue you.
This link is a goodbye thread where a user took SN in a hotel.
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

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I think hotels are not a bad idea 🤔 It is the most important point that someone doesn't enter in the scene and rescue you.
This link is a goodbye thread where a user took SN in a hotel.
I wish I could, that was my plan from the beginning, but money insists on being an obstacle even in my death.
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

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I wish I could, that was my plan from the beginning, but money insists on being an obstacle even in my death.
Sorry you have financial problems. Manga cafes and Internet cafes with private rooms might be cheaper alternatives. If you can't afford even them, woods or mountains might not be too bad

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I searched for more information and these cafes seem bad. Sorry! They usually have very small rooms, and the breathing noise you may make due to SN symptoms can easily get heard and you will be rushed to the hospital. If I have only two options cafes or woods I would rather choose woods.
 
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Hellis

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Jul 25, 2025
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I've always thought of dying on the beach at night. Maybe even get a canoe, row out to the middle of a lake, and die under the stars haha. Not really advice, just idealistic views to die to. Seems so peaceful, just me and the waves. It'd probably be much more intense than that, I doubt I'd experience the peacefulness lolol
 
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turnoverover

turnoverover

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Oct 2, 2023
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do you have a body of water (not a pool, like a lake) near you? i've considered it, most recovered bodies from suicide are near bodies of water
I've always thought of dying on the beach at night
i wish i could do the beach too
 
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_Gollum_

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Any one-room bathrooms near you that you know of?
 
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Xiaojiu

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I've always thought of dying on the beach at night. Maybe even get a canoe, row out to the middle of a lake, and die under the stars haha. Not really advice, just idealistic views to die to. Seems so peaceful, just me and the waves. It'd probably be much more intense than that, I doubt I'd experience the peacefulness lolol
People have killed themselves on the beach at night because of how dark it is and because no one is really there lol.

Some dude shot himself one night on the beach near where I live and no one found out until the next morning when someone was running on the sand
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
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poster said they have no woods where they are, isn't helpful to mention
Fair point. I overlooked. Sorry.

I found OP lives in a desert country. Taking SN in nature does not seem viable... Accessible restrooms are more preferable? 🤔
 
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kopebaldy

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Jul 5, 2025
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OP's options seem to be very limited.

Maybe sneaking into a park after closing hour? Any abandoned structures around?
 
Unknown21

Unknown21

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Apr 25, 2023
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Any one-room bathrooms near you that you know of?
There is, but it is very dirty. Also, I can't do it in public bathrooms. It seems like doing it in a park if I can find one that isn't crowded at night would be a good option maybe.
OP's options seem to be very limited.

Maybe sneaking into a park after closing hour? Any abandoned structures around?
Yeah, maybe.
 
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