Pills and love help

[lu15007]

seriously, go to a psychiatrist. Get pills at all costs. I got ksetanor and i feel so much better. It was all my brain chemistry. This could be your case too. If you cant stand it, if you want to stop this feeling, before you try to end it, try pills. Chemistry of your brain is such a big deal and is so manageable.

And about love. Never give up. No matter how unloveable you feel and how much you feel like you need to ruin it. no matter how much you desire to prove to yourself that they wiill leave, no matter how much you want to sabotage it. Fuck it. Be selfish. Take the love. Take it all. Live. Life changes so much. From planning my suicide two years ago im now planning my marriage and my future children. And im the same person. You will not become empty. The depression is not you. You are more than it and you will not lose yourself if you fix it. It can get better.

 

[U. A.]

Good on you.

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[Topaz111]

Good on you.
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Very much this, the risks, side effects (including the ones that persist after quitting), cognitive effects, emotional blunting, just how difficult it can be to quit, dependency, withdrawal symptoms, having to keep increasing doses due to lower effects over time.. all of this is either incredibly understated or outright ignored by doctors, medical field and society at large.
Always throurouly read through all the drug information provided by the manufacturer before putting *any* medicine in your body, do not expect the doctor to mention it, read the pamphlet yourself (same goes for drug interactions).
You are also very much right when it comes to what causes depression.