A_Breath_Away
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- Jan 21, 2026
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When I'm stressed out and feel suicidal, I have a habit eating random objects. I guess just hoping it kills me or at least makes me ill. It never does. It's irrational. I guess I'm hoping it'll dissolve and poison me or cause blockage (not a great way to CBT, I know), but if it's a happy accident there's less SI to deal with I guess...
Just strange. I guess there's weirder stress responses. I used to just masturbate, but that's not always an option. And definitely won't kill me. MAN, that would be a way to go. Sort of wish I could OD on Cialis and give myself an erection heart-attack. But I doubt it works that way or everyone would be doing it.
Just strange. I guess there's weirder stress responses. I used to just masturbate, but that's not always an option. And definitely won't kill me. MAN, that would be a way to go. Sort of wish I could OD on Cialis and give myself an erection heart-attack. But I doubt it works that way or everyone would be doing it.