Photos when everything was OK

[OpheliasFlowers]

Oh god, constantly do this. It's a time machine I want, not death. But in the absence of that..

Wow do I relate to this comment so very deeply. I'd give anything ANYTHING to go back 35 years before my life really really went to shit and I still had dreams and optimism for my future (and also slightly better health and my mother was still alive)...and that's saying a lot because my childhood was pretty hellish but it was still sooooo much better than now.

Looking at pictures from back then hurts so badly because I wish so much that I could go back in time. I have zero photos of myself after around 1995 except for a few 'selfies' I took of myself but that's fine with me because life wasn't worth documenting past around then anyway.

 

[SuicideBoys93]

November 8th, 2016 is the day I got married.. Now that it's over I'm slowly accepting I'll be alone the rest of my life. No kids. No nothing. Just alone.

 

[ExitTheMatrix]

I've thrown away all the old pics I could find. There will be no trace of that person when I ctb.

 

[RoyalSapphire]

years of photos with friends that are gone now. its really painful to look at them now that we all have chosen different paths and will probably never speak to each other again

 

[Mr2005]

Do you have photos in your house when everything was OK? I always want to go back the time some pics were taken when I look at them.

It's the few photos I have afterwards. I just want to be absorbed into the picture and make it right

 

[grimfukis]

I haven't been in the habit of keeping photos and the few I did all got lost during my last major manic episode. My parents have some photo albums but I get overwhelmed looking through them.

 

[deleted]

I've thrown away all the old pics I could find. There will be no trace of that person when I ctb.

great, also did the same, burned 4 childhood photo albums

 

[WFJ74]

Photos from four years ago before everything started falling apart. I was so happy I had a perfect life. I couldn't have wanted for anything more and now I'm ready to CTB. Back then I would have laughed my a** off if someone had told me I'd be where I am today.

 

[BRAINWORMS]

Yes. My mom asked me to organize family photos from a trip we took when I was 13 and I wanted to throw up.