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BlueButterfly19

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Sep 14, 2024
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Have any goals you want to meet before CTB? I want to lose weight, I look and feel awful when I'm overweight. I've lost 70 pounds, got 100 more to go until I feel happy about it. Also I like my job enough but once either I lose my job or they ask me to go back in office I'm gonna enjoy however long I have and quit the corporate rat race, I'm kind of tired of it at this point.
 
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ThatStateOfMind

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One of my goals is to complete my degree, travel, and hopefully get a job (ironically entering the corporate rat race you're trying to escape). Anyways, I hope to get a decent job making decent money and I'll see what happens from there. If that doesn't work out, than I'll try to ctb, more likely than not.

As a short term goal, I'm planning a trip. It'll be in state, and only one night, but my state has a nice vacation spot, especially in the Winter, which is when I'm planning it. It'll cost a bit of money but anything to break the monotony before I transfer to University.
 
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supergold#2

pretty sure i might be immortal
Oct 20, 2024
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a part of me wants to get pretty again before i ctb, because i recently dropped from 160 pounds down to 105, and i HATE how it makes me look, so I'm right there with you on that (though i've also got an entire mouth of rotted teeth that need fixing, too, but that might be possible soon through disability?)
like i know it's so vain to care about my looks at my own funeral, but like, i also just feel like i don't want anyone to "get the last laugh" at how bad i let myself get, y'know?
 

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