i hate everything about me ughhh

[hereandthere13]

i hate my stupid face, my stupid body, my stupid voice, literally everything. I'm overweight and i cant find any way to lose weight. i always end up binging on snacks or overeating like 5 meals a day. I'm so fucking ugly and have the ugliest chin like i literally look 300 lbs when I'm only 190. i hate being a fucking woman in this society every girl around me is so thin and tiny and perfect and i cant stand not looking like them. Its getting to the point where i don't want to go out anywhere or socialize or date because i feel so bad for being fat and ugly. i don't want to look in the mirror anymore either. it doesn't matter how much time passes i continue to feel like shit over and over again. id rather be dead than look at myself.

 

[Mirrory Me]

What do you usually eat or in what circumstances? The body has certain memory that may triggered while watching your favorite tv show or visiting the local supermarket. If you can replace those comfort meals / sugarry and fatty foods with something like cabbage and carrots it will basically work in the long (they are easy to reach and don't usually make you more hungry.).

 

[painaway]

i hate my stupid face, my stupid body, my stupid voice, literally everything. I'm overweight and i cant find any way to lose weight. i always end up binging on snacks or overeating like 5 meals a day. I'm so fucking ugly and have the ugliest chin like i literally look 300 lbs when I'm only 190. i hate being a fucking woman in this society every girl around me is so thin and tiny and perfect and i cant stand not looking like them. Its getting to the point where i don't want to go out anywhere or socialize or date because i feel so bad for being fat and ugly. i don't want to look in the mirror anymore either. it doesn't matter how much time passes i continue to feel like shit over and over again. id rather be dead than look at myself.

If you can get access to stimulants... Honestly, though, you've got to start making small changes. It sucks to hear, but change takes time. The time will pass anyway.

I don't feel pretty, either. I can't even do a cute style with my hair. I converted to Islam and I cover my whole body except my hands and eyes now, lol. Some people don't get how I can let myself be so oppressed, but I prefer no one see me.
I don't want people to see my acne scars, messy hair (not white girl messy bun, mind you), and disgusting teeth.