Venting Perpetually stuck in poverty

[Pomegranate]

I'm on a bunch of welfare aid, including for housing, food, and social security. I also live with my family atm. I really want to get back on my feet and live just like everybody else. I don't want to rely on the government forever. But it's hard. Recovery is not easy. I've been trying many treatments for seven years, and not much improvement has happened. Still, I know I have to live independently at some point. It feels so scary. Being depressed makes it hard to do everything from maintaining a job to cooking food to doing the chores. I worry whether I'll eat up into all my savings. I stress about whether I'll make it a month or two, but after that my motivation will run out, and I'll go homeless. I know economic stress plagues most of us, but it especially stings us the poor and mentally ill.

 

[Timothy7dff]

Don't bother. There's deep state Nazis lurking in the shadows. If you start to rise out of poverty, they'll beat you back down.

I did a complete life makeover......dropped 60 pounds, changed my diet, developed relationships, got a master degree, and started a new career.

Little did I know, dark satanic figures were waiting to torpedo my life. They like people poor, misersable, and destitute. They feed off the pain and suffering. Truly evil people.

 

[dolemitedrums]

Dear Lord, do NOT listen to the person above me. That is nonsense and you already have a much better attitude.

 

[Csmith8827]

Little did I know, dark satanic figures were waiting to torpedo my life. They like people poor, misersable, and destitute. They feed off the pain and suffering. Truly evil people.

Real.

 

[SonicFan1994]

sadly its designed this way to keep us perpetually poor, look up the movie zeitgeist on youtube. It explains it in futher detail, Money itself was made to make us modern day slaves and youre forced to participate.

Unless you have a really nice job in America, you have to work 40+ hours a week to be able to pay for rent to live on your own, or forced to live with a friend ( i have no friends) or a random person. I managed to have my own place last year but I was working 48 hour weeks working two jobs with only one day off a week. Felt like i had no life other than work.
im back with my dad now. I lost that job.