Story Perfume association with negativity

[Nymph]

I put on perfume every time I go out and usually smell it through out the whole day. I recently just realized that I will always end up hating even my favorite perfume because I associate them with negative stuff. I have going outside, meeting people, school, human interactions, work etc... which I do every time I leave the house, I'm smelling the perfume while doing the things I hate. And then the smell of it makes me sick, I'm thinking I hate it here I hate that teacher and this perfume is fucking disgusting I just wanna go home and have a shower. That's why I stopped wearing all perfumes I had which is kinda sad but it just makes everything worse. I literally want to throw up from them, I know it's not because the fragrance is too strong because I don't use much of it, it's literally just the association that is so strong...pretty weird