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shinitai_sh0jo

shinitai_sh0jo

Is it so selfish to want to feel a little better?
Dec 30, 2023
114
I started a good treatment for depression about two weeks ago. Everything is going relatively well, but I'm still very afraid of having a relapse and hurting myself again. And since one of my psychiatrists does prescript ketamine, and the effect that he described did resembled a lot of what I feel like when I do sh, I've been thinking about talking with both of them to know if I could use it so to try to, so not to cut myself in the future... Since It's not a question of lack of effort, I've tried to do a little bit of everything, and even when exercising sometimes the crisis is just too much to deal with.

So I wanted to ask, how does it usually feels like after taking ketamine? If anyone has any particular experience, I'm very curious to know.
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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Maybe you can ask Elon Musk. (Sorry for this joke he is a ketamine addict I don't think he gets is prescribed for depression just to get high)

Actually I wanted to try it too. But it can induce paranoia in people with psychosis.
 
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shinitai_sh0jo

shinitai_sh0jo

Is it so selfish to want to feel a little better?
Dec 30, 2023
114
Maybe you can ask Elon Musk. (Sorry for this joke he is a ketamine addict I don't think he gets is prescribed for depression just to get high)

Actually I wanted to try it too. But it can induce paranoia in people with psychosis.
TRUE LMAO🤡 (but srs I wanna stop doing sh, Its a shitty addiction that makes everyone around me worried af, and I'm tired of giving them so much trouble)

And I think I'd be fine, since, from what i know.. I don't have psychosis, so it should be all good. I always get a good talk with doctors before getting anything, so I'll make sure it's safe.
 
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goodlifesurfaceskim

goodlifesurfaceskim

they wont know which route I'm going
Apr 26, 2025
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Hi, you may feel very light. I could run out into the cold, ice frosted grass with no shoes on and not feel much. Tolerance occurs over time and this sensation ebbs. Don't mix with other narcotics, even weed can be scary over time :I. This is speaking for using orally consumed liquid ketamine throughout day. Comes in a red bottle with a little plastic syringe to squirt into mouth. Very fast acting in this form, held under tongue. Basically feels like alcohol intoxication with a psychedelic twist. I no longer use it.
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ketamoeba

ketamoeba

you may rest here too, if you like
Dec 14, 2024
38
its nice and warm and fuzzy. you feel like static. if you move or try and walk it's kind of like you're drunk. it gets rid of that kick in the chest feeling
 
ladylazarus4

ladylazarus4

exhausted
May 12, 2024
258
I do IV ketamine. It's kind of wild... first my eyes feel weird and then I close them and things start moving. I start slowly rotating or the room starts folding around me or in on me. I get confused if I think too hard. And I see things, like one time I hallucinated I was being dragged through a field of poppies behind a white horse (lol). I often get the feeling of rapidly rising high, high above everything or falling down a long tunnel. Sometimes there are shapes/colors/patterns that move to the rhythm of my music and I'm moving too.
But it's also bad sometimes- it can be horribly confusing and disorienting. Last time I did it, I kept thinking I was completely naked and someone would come in and molest me and I would get jolted out in a panic. Usually it's good though.
 
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L9 CHOCOIRL

L9 CHOCOIRL

disillusioned
Nov 3, 2023
205
Ket is interesting it's a little bit similar to weed and alcohol
You feel a bit disassociated though like, it feels a bit like a dream
 

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