People trying to keep me alive

[Wrxngg]

Why do so many people insist the idea that i should try to fight and continue to live. If i choose to CTB that should be my decision and mine only no one should influence me one way or the other. Just because your life is going alright and you've got some reason you wake up in the morning doesn't mean that everyone needs the same thing, some of us don't have that luxury and if we truly just want to find the blissful peace in the end what is so wrong with that.

All I'm searching for is peace and freedom that i have yet to find anywhere in the world we are in so i choose to CTB, i didn't ask to be here in the first place so why should anyone try and keep me here.

 

[Galileo3630]

I understand your choice and I'm not here to stop you, but think about all the people that you've positively affected, all of my life I've lived hoping for a bus to hit me, but sometimes the thought of making others laugh and feel good about themselves is keeping me here slightly, making my gf laugh and giggle is the star of my day, what's the star of your day?

 

[FuneralCry]

Other people really shouldn't have any right to force someone else to stay here, it's incredibly cruel and selfish to do such a thing. I just think that some people are so delusional to the point that they refuse to accept that suicide is a perfectly logical option in this world or maybe they just don't want to come to terms with the fact.
But anti suicide people disgust me, it's like they forget that we are all just destined to die anyway, grief and loss are just an inevitable part of life. It's so incredibly insensitive for people to push their pro life views onto others, if they value life then that is fine for them, they can enjoy being tortured by old age, but some people simply have awareness that existing is a futile process which isn't worth enduring.

 

[Gonnerr]

People are selfish , they don't want to suffer from your suicide , so they want you to stick around to no break their confortable routine even though you suffer like crazy and you want to ctb.

Most people in my family and friends, i only see them a few times a year, why should i stay for that.

 

[Wrxngg]

I understand your choice and I'm not here to stop you, but think about all the people that you've positively affected, all of my life I've lived hoping for a bus to hit me, but sometimes the thought of making others laugh and feel good about themselves is keeping me here slightly, making my gf laugh and giggle is the star of my day, what's the star of your day?

i genuinely dont have anyone, my passing will cause no one any difference in life so i dont see the reason taht people who dont even know me or know what ive been through continuously tell me how much i have to live for and tell me i should "keep trying" and "dont give up" but what if i want to give up, theres no reason to try and gain nothing so id rather give up.

 

[Galileo3630]

i genuinely dont have anyone, my passing will cause no one any difference in life so i dont see the reason taht people who dont even know me or know what ive been through continuously tell me how much i have to live for and tell me i should "keep trying" and "dont give up" but what if i want to give up, theres no reason to try and gain nothing so id rather give up.

Understandable, what method are you thinking of in that case?

 

[Wrxngg]

Other people really shouldn't have any right to force someone else to stay here, it's incredibly cruel and selfish to do such a thing. I just think that some people are so delusional to the point that they refuse to accept that suicide is a perfectly logical option in this world or maybe they just don't want to come to terms with the fact.
But anti suicide people disgust me, it's like they forget that we are all just destined to die anyway, grief and loss are just an inevitable part of life. It's so incredibly insensitive for people to push their pro life views onto others, if they value life then that is fine for them, they can enjoy being tortured by old age, but some people simply have awareness that existing is a futile process which isn't worth enduring.

i think many people forget that they too will also meet their end one day or another. it is just the fact of life that everything and everyone we see alive today will be gone another. i choose to CTB so i don't have to wait for the pain of time to do it for me. not to mention the idea of being in control of my passing seems a lot more pleasant to me rather than life do it for me and be uncertain of when or how it will happen.

Understandable, what method are you thinking of in that case?

still not 100% certain to be honest with you, jumping has seemed the most intriguing and ive been doing a lot of looking into the idea of jumping and the consequences of if i do fail. which im more afraid of failing than actually jumping to some extent.