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crowdedmind

crowdedmind

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Apr 10, 2025
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I have been really trying to get better and not think about suicide, but I'm at the end of my rope.

When I try and explain to mental health workers , I am accused of overthinking.

I can't cope anymore, I need a way out this weekend.

I'm in the UK, I wanted an exit bag or SN as a method, but I can't make it to the end of the month anymore and need a way out.

Thinking of electrocution, does the toaster in the bath really work? Are there any safety features that prevent it as a method?

Also have 200 paracetamol, can anyone say if that would be enough to KO me so I don't feel as much pain, I really can't cope anymore I want to die
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
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Toaster will just short the circuit at most. Never hear of that one do you?
 
crowdedmind

crowdedmind

Member
Apr 10, 2025
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Toaster will just short the circuit at most. Never hear of that one do you?
Will it be an effective method? I think I can pull it off
Also have a Stanley knife available, I can use that now, I'm that desperate, just need a way to minimize the pain. Thinking of numbing spray, maybe get very drunk, ice/heat, but would welcome any more advice for minimizing pain
Also have a Stanley knife available, I can use that now, I'm that desperate, just need a way to minimize the pain. Thinking of numbing spray, maybe get very drunk, ice/heat, but would welcome any more advice for minimizing pain
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
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Will it be an effective method? I think I can pull it off
Also have a Stanley knife available, I can use that now, I'm that desperate, just need a way to minimize the pain. Thinking of numbing spray, maybe get very drunk, ice/heat, but would welcome any more advice for minimizing pain
Also have a Stanley knife available, I can use that now, I'm that desperate, just need a way to minimize the pain. Thinking of numbing spray, maybe get very drunk, ice/heat, but would welcome any more advice for minimizing pain
Honestly none of those plans are viable. Sorry.

 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,512
I understand finding it so painful and unbearable to exist, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope that you find the peace you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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Gounique59

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Jun 8, 2025
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You have my sympathy
 
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darksouls

darksouls

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May 10, 2025
3,522
I am very sorry that you are feeling so bad
hope you find relief from suffering
sending you hugs and love 🫂❤️
 

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