Venting People just use me

[sorrymyfault]

it can't be otherwise, seriously, the day i was useless to someone they stopped talking to me, so did yet another person, the "last" person in my life that made countless of hints that they don't like me at all. I mean come on, why even bother trying at this point when everyone hates you. Forget the bullying I've had to endure every day of how many years, forget everyone making fun of me because of my horrendous looks, forget all those people but my own people? Those don't and never did exist. I've only either been entertainment, a yes-man, an internet connection or just somebody to fill the room with. I hate every single person in my life, I hate the guy that's calling me hitler like my feelings don't exist, I hate the guy that was punching my abdomen daily in 7th grade that destroyed my breathing, I hate that last person that left me, I hate the guy that called me a product of incest in a room full of people, I hate the guy that only came to hang out just to use my internet, I hate the guy repeatedly calling me r-(you know the word) just because I'm ugly, I hate the guy that always tried to find a flaw in everything I do just for the sake of it. I hate everyone , not without reason as you see. 99% of people have and will continue to treat me like an object, like a bad painting, like a rotten corpse on the ground, because that's what I'm on the inside.