Story People are literally paid to harass me daily

[RegretedFeeling]

Okay, let's try to break this down a bit. What would the motivation even be for a bunch of people to stalk you and try to harass you? MK Ultra was a failure and was abandoned, so I have doubts about it being in connection with that. Along with that, why would the government waste its time and resources on torturing random civilians? You aren't some rich powerful person or somebody with secret and highly important intel. You are an average citizen. What evidence do you have to support your claims (and I mean actual solid evidence, not just a few correlations that could be explained by other things)?

The issue here is that we tend to assume that our judgment is objective but it usually isn't. We don't see objective reality completely for what it is, rather reality is filtered through a subjective lens. We tend to create connections between things that aren't really there, we ignore evidence that goes against our conclusions, and it can be hard for us to fully question our reality. We tend to underestimate just how powerful our brains are and how much of a role they play in our ability to make sense of the world around us. Any issues with the brain can lead to issues with how we perceive reality, leading us to come to incredibly illogical conclusions that cause us distress. It is honestly more likely that you are just going through psychosis rather than it being that you are being gang-stalked. There is a reason why a lot of supposed gangstalking victims end up concluding that they weren't being stalked at all once their psychosis has been treated or once their psychotic episode has ended.

I understand that you might not like the conclusion I've come to, but I implore you to try and reflect on these experiences more deeply and try to hold them to higher scrutiny. Try to evaluate the conclusion you've come to more critically and question it and take into consideration what most of us on here are telling you.

I've been arrested 100 times or more, my police file says I've been arrested under theental health act once and that I charged two people when I've never charged anyone. At least not had it stick.

My hospital documents are all fucked up, they said I was allergic to Lidocaine and epinephrine when I'm actually only allergic to Novocaine, why don't you look up what would happen if I got seriously injured with those drug combinations being or not being administered.

Ive been saying people are following me for the past 8 years, of course by peeps like you I'm deemed crazy, but eventually you have to start looking at all the coincidences and come to a conclusion.

They say I'm crazy and it's all clarical errors. I say they are trying to kill me and guess what. I have more evidence to support my claim then they have evidence to deny it. Still I'm crazy...

I had a questionable sexual event and I went to the hospital, with cuts and burns all down my arm, saying I was suicidal and that I may need the PEP pill for HIV cause I hope I don't get that. It has to be administered within 24-72 hours. I asked at two different hospitals at the 20 hour mark and a day and two days and then they came up to me and told me I was denied for it.

They are suppose to hand it out in emergency but for some magical reason, for sure not gang stalking, they denied me. I'll let you know in two to four weeks how I'm feeling. Hopefully I'm not sick...


Tell me, why would all these places have forged documents if there wasn't something going on. It had to be an inside job and they are trying to kill me and I do have people following me around on a daily basis.

Ever been to a murder hotel.

I think I've been to about four. Blood on the walls, inch thick carpets and direct access to the plumbing system for easy disposal.

They is a new world order. Some of us never experience it but dont let that make you negligent towards it. Some of us are literally put through hell everyday. While people like you walk around and call us crazy.

Sorry to point fingers.

I've been arrested 100 times or more, my police file says I've been arrested under theental health act once and that I charged two people when I've never charged anyone. At least not had it stick.

My hospital documents are all fucked up, they said I was allergic to Lidocaine and epinephrine when I'm actually only allergic to Novocaine, why don't you look up what would happen if I got seriously injured with those drug combinations being or not being administered.

Ive been saying people are following me for the past 8 years, of course by peeps like you I'm deemed crazy, but eventually you have to start looking at all the coincidences and come to a conclusion.

They say I'm crazy and it's all clarical errors. I say they are trying to kill me and guess what. I have more evidence to support my claim then they have evidence to deny it. Still I'm crazy...

I had a questionable sexual event and I went to the hospital, with cuts and burns all down my arm, saying I was suicidal and that I may need the PEP pill for HIV cause I hope I don't get that. It has to be administered within 24-72 hours. I asked at two different hospitals at the 20 hour mark and a day and two days and then they came up to me and told me I was denied for it.

They are suppose to hand it out in emergency but for some magical reason, for sure not gang stalking, they denied me. I'll let you know in two to four weeks how I'm feeling. Hopefully I'm not sick...


Tell me, why would all these places have forged documents if there wasn't something going on. It had to be an inside job and they are trying to kill me and I do have people following me around on a daily basis.

Ever been to a murder hotel.

I think I've been to about four. Blood on the walls, inch thick carpets and direct access to the plumbing system for easy disposal.

They is a new world order. Some of us never experience it but dont let that make you negligent towards it. Some of us are literally put through hell everyday. While people like you walk around and call us crazy.

Sorry to point fingers.

Also to add to all this, no help for self harm or suicide intent. Released when they got board of me or whatever. The doctor told me I shouldn't be on my meds cause they take away my personality. Like duh, thats why I want them so when I'm dealing with all this bullshit and getting called crazy I can just accept you reality

I've been arrested 100 times or more, my police file says I've been arrested under theental health act once and that I charged two people when I've never charged anyone. At least not had it stick.

My hospital documents are all fucked up, they said I was allergic to Lidocaine and epinephrine when I'm actually only allergic to Novocaine, why don't you look up what would happen if I got seriously injured with those drug combinations being or not being administered.

Ive been saying people are following me for the past 8 years, of course by peeps like you I'm deemed crazy, but eventually you have to start looking at all the coincidences and come to a conclusion.

They say I'm crazy and it's all clarical errors. I say they are trying to kill me and guess what. I have more evidence to support my claim then they have evidence to deny it. Still I'm crazy...

I had a questionable sexual event and I went to the hospital, with cuts and burns all down my arm, saying I was suicidal and that I may need the PEP pill for HIV cause I hope I don't get that. It has to be administered within 24-72 hours. I asked at two different hospitals at the 20 hour mark and a day and two days and then they came up to me and told me I was denied for it.

They are suppose to hand it out in emergency but for some magical reason, for sure not gang stalking, they denied me. I'll let you know in two to four weeks how I'm feeling. Hopefully I'm not sick...


Tell me, why would all these places have forged documents if there wasn't something going on. It had to be an inside job and they are trying to kill me and I do have people following me around on a daily basis.

Ever been to a murder hotel.

I think I've been to about four. Blood on the walls, inch thick carpets and direct access to the plumbing system for easy disposal.

They is a new world order. Some of us never experience it but dont let that make you negligent towards it. Some of us are literally put through hell everyday. While people like you walk around and call us crazy.

Sorry to point fingers.

Also to add to all this, no help for self harm or suicide intent. Released when they got board of me or whatever. The doctor told me I shouldn't be on my meds cause they take away my personality. Like duh, thats why I want them so when I'm dealing with all this bullshit and getting called crazy I can just accept you reality

 

[notreallybored]

ב''ה,

I want to say "ain't this a wacky thread," but that would be dismissive. While playing with the harder "stimulants" (sort of a misnomer) is more likely to walk anyone into these situations more rapidly, I don't know that that's what's even going on with the original poster, just a word of advice..

Anyway, as far as words of advice, weren't we all hopeful when PrEP and PEP became things, but they are ruinously expensive, numerous health care situations exist to make them not actually so accessible (including not knowing one or the other exists, so erroneously being told you're too late or too early for the meds is a thing, or other objections or disgust, or who knows what) .. and / or you're basically signing your own life over to 'community' monitoring and such.

As with the 'every town has a coke bar, how does that exist?' reality of modern adult life, medical 'frequent flyers' and folks who may have the diseases but DGAF or are actively crazy about it.. it's just a thing in this fucked up world, as is how valuable a chronic condition is to a profit-focused health service.

Going into the dating or hookup scene assuming this is a solved problem is "how they get you," where the "they" here is assholes generally, so at least rely on using a now stupidly expensive piece of rubber, or manage to have the sense not to proceed without that.

Anyway, it's just utterly ridiculous, and also as intended will leave you wondering if any of that was even necessary as far as just using common sense after something 'unexpected' without knowing if whoever you were with was specifically a plague carrier or just demonstrating the judgment of someone who would have been likely to have picked it up back in the day.

Of course those pills only prevent one of the worst outcomes, syphilis still exists and everything else.

 

[A.A]

Hi humanexperiment, hope things take a turn for the better for you, I'm aware ill mental health exists, I'm also aware experiments happen to the public and people are manipulated and/or not believed, whether either one or both is the case for you thanks for sharing your story in any case I'm sure it'll resonated for someone