Story People are literally paid to harass me daily

[humanexperiment]

(This is a long read, I will make it short as I can)

Hi everyone. I just wanted to share this somewhere. I am a targeted individual. I just realised there is an actual name for what is happening to me. I noticed that people where cruel and unkind to me very early in life. I always thought maybe it was something wrong with me. Turns out all the people who were cruel to me got paid well to do it.

Little background on my life. I'm a guy. Above average intelligence. Which made me excel in my studies with very little effort. I had photographic memory and I used it to score good marks. I remember taking all these weird tests in school that none of my classmates were taking. The school always had an excuse for making me take those tests, like scholarships or competitions. I never received any scholarships or prizes too.

Whenever I tell that to my parents, they always tell me maybe you didn't get the scholarship or didn't get the price. My parents never appreciated how intelligent I was. They quickly belittle me saying I was dumb and couldn't even get the scholarship.I believed them just any any kid would. All my friends where cruel to me. That made me a loner. I was always good and kind to them, without realising that they where rewarded for being cruel to me.

I'm almost 30 now and I still don't have a job, a social life or any good relationships. I just realised that I was a human experiment and there are many people like me suffering. This experiments came out of MK ultra and it tortures a person till they dies or end themselves. All the people I knew in my whole life, my parents, relatives, my friends , colleagues (I used to work but had to quit because I was getting harrassed there) had the chance to be good to me. But choose to harass and torture me. And they where paid handsomely too.

Imagine having to realise your whole life was a lie and you were betrayed by every one you knew. My parents made sure I never speak out about this by locking me in a mental institution calling me crazy. The doctors diagnosed me with psychosis and told me what I was thinking was a delusion. I knew they were also part of the play. I hoped they would leave me alone when I was in that mental institution, but I was harrassed even there.

This is all true and so many innocents are suffering in his human experiment. If you don't understand about targeted individual, I will attach a pdf about what gang stalking exactly is and how it affects people's lifes.

 

[NonEssential]

I'm glad I'm not interesting enough to be stalked

 

[humanexperiment]

I'm glad I'm not interesting enough to be stalked

I'm not that interesting too. But I'm stalked daily.

 

[MeowWantsToGoHome]

I'm not saying this to be mean or anything, and I know I'm not going to convince you otherwise (my mom was diagnosed with schizophrenia and had many persecutory delusions, much like the delusion of being a "targeted individual.") But what you're describing simply does not exist. There are no targeted individuals, and it is, in fact, a very common delusion among those diagnosed with schizophrenia. I truly do want the best for you and I know how cruel mental institutions—and life in general—can be. But you really should seek help. Try not to see those who love you telling you to seek help as calling you crazy, but as expressing their genuine concern for your wellbeing because they care about you. The last thing you need to do is convince yourself more that the delusion is true and that everyone who says otherwise is simply out to get you. That just isn't true, friend.

This post is very frightening if you actually do believe this and aren't trolling. I hope you can find an actual, good mental health clinic for treatment and that there are people in your life who can support you every step of the way.

 

[humanexperiment]

I'm not saying this to be mean or anything, and I know I'm not going to convince you otherwise (my mom was diagnosed with schizophrenia and had many persecutory delusions, much like the delusion of being a "targeted individual.") But what you're describing simply does not exist. There are no targeted individuals, and it is, in fact, a very common delusion among those diagnosed with schizophrenia. I truly do want the best for you and I know how cruel mental institutions—and life in general—can be. But you really should seek help. Try not to see those who love you telling you to seek help as calling you crazy, but as expressing their genuine concern for your wellbeing because they care about you. The last thing you need to do is convince yourself more that the delusion is true and that everyone who says otherwise is simply out to get you. That just isn't true, friend.

This post is very frightening if you actually do believe this and aren't trolling. I hope you can find an actual, good mental health clinic for treatment and that there are people in your life who can support you every step of the way.

Thank you for the kind words. But this is a very real thing. More people are getting aware of it and justice will be served. I'm just here to tell my story, friend.

 

[WatchmeBurn]

Hi, have you talked to anyone about this who is a professional of some sort?

 

[Darkover]

More people are getting aware of it and justice will be served.

how will justice be served you got any evidence to back up your claims any names and address of those who are paid to target you

 

[theolivanderroach]

This is called paranoia. I'm assuming you've delved into "targeted individuals" on social media right? That is confirmation bias. You being of higher intelligence actually makes situations like this worse because you are able to convince yourself of stuff like this with better reasoning.

It's funny to me how "targeted individuals" are always nobodies. They're not celebrities or CEOs. And they LOVE posting their face and locations (not exact addresses but they show videos of areas they're at) on social media. I've seen them post a lot in the past couple years. Makes no sense. If I felt like I was being targeted, I wouldn't go around telling everyone about it.

I hope you are able to accept and receive mental help.

 

[humanexperiment]

how will justice be served you got any evidence to back up your claims any names and address of those who are paid to target you

It doesn't have to be me. It's best served cold.

This is called paranoia. I'm assuming you've delved into "targeted individuals" on social media right? That is confirmation bias. You being of higher intelligence actually makes situations like this worse because you are able to convince yourself of stuff like this with better reasoning.

It's funny to me how "targeted individuals" are always nobodies. They're not celebrities or CEOs. And they LOVE posting their face and locations (not exact addresses but they show videos of areas they're at) on social media. I've seen them post a lot in the past couple years. Makes no sense. If I felt like I was being targeted, I wouldn't go around telling everyone about it.

I hope you are able to accept and receive mental help.

Why would you hide if you are constantly targeted ? They can't harm you, they can only stalk you because the moment they harm you, you can use it against them. They are the ones who are hiding.

 

[soonatpeace777888]

We are all here because we are suffering so I don't want to offend you but I have to agree with the above poster.

You almost certainly have some form of schizophrenia. My uncle has this same exact thing. Stalked by government, agents, cops ect… followed everywhere, tapping his phone, ect…

The worst part is that you can probably never be convinced this isn't real because YOUR MIND IS MAKING IT REAL.

I've tried telling this to my uncle, how many billions of dollars and thousands of man hours have been spent following you, my uncle and everyone else that are saying this is happening? For what? Just to hurt you? Just please don't lash out violently to anyone you think is in on this because they will send you to a psyche wards for a long time and at worse jail as well as an innocent person getting hurt.

Some anti-schizophrenia meds could help but I've heard they can have side effects. PLEASE never do any hard drugs especially Meth. Some people who don't even have schizophrenia but are strung out on meth actually start believing they are "targeted" by real and/or supernatural entities. Meth + schizophrenia is worse. My uncle sometimes does meth and his delusions of this become much worse.

 

[humanexperiment]

Hi, have you talked to anyone about this who is a professional of some sort?

Yes, but as soon I told my parents about this doctor, they told me they knew a better hospital and took me to that hospital. It was crazy. They didn't even let me write my annual exams and just abandoned me at the hospital. I never knew my parents were a part of this. I'm sure the first doctor was not a part of this and actually told me to come for some counselling sessions. He told me I had alters in me. More like multiple personality disorder and he knew an expert.
My parents never let me see him again and took me to this hospital where I was instantly diagnosed and told me I had psychosis. I was put on very hard drugs.

 

[Languish]

This is a clear cut case of paranoia, perhaps mixed with some hallucination. You might be schizophrenic, or just a hypochondriac. It is also possible that there are various other causes, such as a brain tumor. You should actively seek psychological assessments, a mental evaluation such as a brain scan or the like. These seem to be rather severe delusions, something is wrong here.

 

[humanexperiment]

We are all here because we are suffering so I don't want to offend you but I have to agree with the above poster.

You almost certainly have some form of schizophrenia. My uncle has this same exact thing. Stalked by government, agents, cops ect… followed everywhere, tapping his phone, ect…

The worst part is that you can probably never be convinced this isn't real because YOUR MIND IS MAKING IT REAL.

I've tried telling this to my uncle, how many billions of dollars and thousands of man hours have been spent following you, my uncle and everyone else that are saying this is happening? For what? Just to hurt you? Just please don't lash out violently to anyone you think is in on this because they will send you to a psyche wards for a long time and at worse jail as well as an innocent person getting hurt.

Some anti-schizophrenia meds could help but I've heard they can have side effects. PLEASE never do any hard drugs especially Meth. Some people who don't even have schizophrenia but are strung out on meth actually start believing they are "targeted" by real and/or supernatural entities. Meth + schizophrenia is worse. My uncle sometimes does meth and his delusions of this become much worse.

I'm here to tell my story. I don't take offence in any of your questions. I don't know about your uncle. I know schizophrenia is a very real illness and it can really disturb and ruin a person's life.
I have to ask, how well do you know your uncle ? Was he different than your family members. Most of the people gangstalked are lone dissidents, whistle blowers and rebels, Who pose a threat to this mockery of a government, now or in the future. Edward snowden was gangstalked too untill he escaped to Russia. Snowden was an asset to Russia with all his knowledge and he was welcomed.
I don't do any drugs and just like you said meth is a dangerous drug. I hope you know most of the drugs where brought in with the help of CIA so they can make enough money to fund useless wars that give democracy to poor middle eastern countries.

 

[SummerSolesLongLost]

Check the gangstalking subreddit for more info on this. But yes as others have said psychological help may be good.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Okay, let's try to break this down a bit. What would the motivation even be for a bunch of people to stalk you and try to harass you? MK Ultra was a failure and was abandoned, so I have doubts about it being in connection with that. Along with that, why would the government waste its time and resources on torturing random civilians? You aren't some rich powerful person or somebody with secret and highly important intel. You are an average citizen. What evidence do you have to support your claims (and I mean actual solid evidence, not just a few correlations that could be explained by other things)?

The issue here is that we tend to assume that our judgment is objective but it usually isn't. We don't see objective reality completely for what it is, rather reality is filtered through a subjective lens. We tend to create connections between things that aren't really there, we ignore evidence that goes against our conclusions, and it can be hard for us to fully question our reality. We tend to underestimate just how powerful our brains are and how much of a role they play in our ability to make sense of the world around us. Any issues with the brain can lead to issues with how we perceive reality, leading us to come to incredibly illogical conclusions that cause us distress. It is honestly more likely that you are just going through psychosis rather than it being that you are being gang-stalked. There is a reason why a lot of supposed gangstalking victims end up concluding that they weren't being stalked at all once their psychosis has been treated or once their psychotic episode has ended.

I understand that you might not like the conclusion I've come to, but I implore you to try and reflect on these experiences more deeply and try to hold them to higher scrutiny. Try to evaluate the conclusion you've come to more critically and question it and take into consideration what most of us on here are telling you.

 

[slowdance]

From what I've seen of other people who have been in a similar situation as you, seeing a psychiatrist helped them feel a lot better. This is a scary situation to be in but relief is possible. Please consider seeing a psychiatrist

 

[notreallybored]

ב''ה, OP, out of curiosity, raised on stimulants/"study pills" or not?

As a personal opinion, there is some organized harassment out there in terms of people playing with what can be bought off data brokers or just obvious social media and web stuff, or being seen going to a gay club or such (as with abortion clinics), but there's also just being sadist/douchebag attractant. I can't quite explain that one but whatever head trips people are more commonly on, getting a rise out of the whole alpha/sigma/beta or gender vs. gender hierarchies is just an increasingly common social sport.

Back in the day people used to more commonly smoke a fucking cigarette and not devote their entire lives to actually ruining others', so many reasons that shifted. Of course I get the young folks are bent Occupy Wall Street didn't much fix the economy, I'm bent too and no longer young.

 

[supergold#2]

hey op, i felt the same way for a very very long time. i thought "my 2 upstairs neighbors" were plotting to drive me insane, get me in legal and social trouble, stealing my information, and could even hear them talking constantly if i listened closely; even after i'd moved into a new place 300 miles away. i searched crawlspaces, set up cameras, traps, would sleep with weapons easily accessable for literal years, until i finally got prescribed clozapine, the only antipsychotic that made the voices stop. turns out i'm just schizoaffective, and that none of it was real. the more i'd try to find documented evidence, the more real it became; i at one point tried to honeypot my phone into being "hacked", so i could quickly activate a winscope trace to find data routing proving my theory, and it all made sense in my mind at the time, but genuinely, it wasn't ever real.

if you can, please try to bring it up with a psychiatrist, bc i promise, there's peace from this feeling out there that can be achieved, and it is 100% worth it in my experience.

 

[Namelesa]

I am sorry you feel like people are out to get you :< While I don't think they are out to get you, I understand if you are unable to trust them and paranoid of others and I know these fears and how you think people are treating you is really effecting you negatively. I hope you are able to escape the pain you are in.

 

[particularrodent]

Most of the people gangstalked are lone dissidents, whistle blowers and rebels, Who pose a threat to this mockery of a government, now or in the future. Edward snowden was gangstalked too untill he escaped to Russia. Snowden was an asset to Russia with all his knowledge and he was welcomed.

you state you don't have a job or a social life, so you are none of these things

I don't do any drugs and just like you said meth is a dangerous drug. I hope you know most of the drugs where brought in with the help of CIA so they can make enough money to fund useless wars that give democracy to poor middle eastern countries.

you're also aware the government only ever cares if there's money to be made

you don't have 1) information 2) money 3) information on how to make money. therefore there is no one after you, much less the government

as others in this thread have said, you need antipsychotic treatment, and it's possible to recover

 

[supergold#2]

just wanna also add that i am also very anti-usa (leftist, particularly marxist-leninist-maoist), DO still believe that the cia/nsa actively commit psychological warfare and other atrocities both foreign and domestically (hell, even actually had my mail searched for a month during the height of my (leftist) organizing days), however, there's no benefit to be had in needlessly suffering from it.

even assuming it's all real, if there was a pill you could take for it to not effect you anymore, wouldn't that be worth it? it's not like you have to permanently commit to it either, i just am sincerely hopeful that you'd be willing to give an antipsychotic a shot, bc best-case is it all goes away, worst-case is that you now how medically documented and legally binding proof of the existence of this stalking, and can easier gain allies to fight against it (me included)

just PLEASE, give it an honest shot (you should know by 2 weeks if you start clozapine)

 

[Kbeau]

Thank you for the kind words. But this is a very real thing. More people are getting aware of it and justice will be served. I'm just here to tell my story, friend.

No

 

[Yume Nikki]

I've been stalked by a group of guys I knew back in high school during the COVID period, so I can understand the paranoia that you're going through. One guy even tried to follow me home after a train ride and I've been too scared to ride the train since then. I had to go on antipsychotic meds because I genuinely believed that they were out to get me. It could also be extreme anxiety or a form of delusion that may make your fears real when they aren't.

 

[Unspoken7612]

I'm hearing that you're feeling persecuted and attacked. It seems like you've been through some tough circumstances and generally have a life you're dissatisfied with. That sucks. The pain you are feeling is real.

It would be irresponsible of me not to say that, while the feeling of persecution is real, the actual persecution is not. You might not be schizophrenic, but you are experiencing psychosis. This is a condition that carries a certain amount of unfair stigma - I have no reason to think you are dangerous. But "gang stalking" by paid strangers does not happen. Bullying by people who know you does happen, stalking by obsessed individuals does happen. But professional "gang stalking" organised by the government makes no sense. There's no motivation for it and plenty of motivation against (governments are constantly trying to cut wasteful spending, for instance).

Instead of looking for evidence that proves what you believe, please try to look for evidence that disproves it. And do strongly consider psychiatric help. You don't deserve this suffering.

 

[Burniurge]

Consider getting psychiatric, or any kind of help really, i understand you. Im not trying to project my own experiences on you but i used to think people were following me too. It was like an intense "the world is out to get me feeling" driven to an extreme. It turned out, no one was out to get me my life was just shit and my on brain loved playing games on me.

 

[notreallybored]

ב''ה, gangs are kind of ridiculous. Folks from other places may not be aware that the West Coast, particularly California but probably inspired by Colorado being "Color ado" and first with legal weed, just absolutely love their gangs and every establishment has a warning on flying colors to remind everyone the identities exist, get folks asking, and the legend spreads until some kids hear and get a spark in their eyes.

Now, throw in a few affiliated tweakers who just want to practice stalking folks home from a bar in case it ever leads to valuables, or some friends who got gigs at the phone store or telco, and there's a lot of stupid that can happen and make someone crazy as ordinary "town business."

Add in any slight amount of negotiation as to what law enforcement will allow or not, particularly with nightclub or strip club culture, and you have.. pretty much every city with nightlife in USA. For the stay at home gamers, if you're connecting to other real gamers, sometimes they get bored.

There's weirder out there, but you can expect some murmuration of this in any city if you try to socialize or some "online friends" latch on to play with the homebody.

The early days of SWATting and doxxing were something and now often enough it's just all the modern twists on that plus when the customized media feeds on the phones serve everyone the same pop song inspiring the same attitudes and behaviors at once.

People hella flipped bits and got methed out in 2017 and haven't necessarily come down since, while middle America had plenty of that before anyway but not as commonly synchronized by media and whatever.. so it's just kinda weird out there, but some of this is just what "living in a society" is now.

In a nicer part of East Coast suburbia there's less of it because people have the sense to get sick of it rather quickly, but as Twitter pointed out when it was still Twitter: "every town has a coke bar." Now consider what's involved for that to exist. (Just the sheer number of teens out playing at this in case they ever get recruited to be a star's entourage or protection has increased markedly in the past decade though.)

That is general urban background noise to the really strange.

 

[liesabouthelp]

I'm here to tell my story. I don't take offence in any of your questions. I don't know about your uncle. I know schizophrenia is a very real illness and it can really disturb and ruin a person's life.
I have to ask, how well do you know your uncle ? Was he different than your family members. Most of the people gangstalked are lone dissidents, whistle blowers and rebels, Who pose a threat to this mockery of a government, now or in the future. Edward snowden was gangstalked too untill he escaped to Russia. Snowden was an asset to Russia with all his knowledge and he was welcomed.
I don't do any drugs and just like you said meth is a dangerous drug. I hope you know most of the drugs where brought in with the help of CIA so they can make enough money to fund useless wars that give democracy to poor middle eastern countries.

the fact that you randomly bring up other conspiracies clearly says that you pay a lot attention to them, and have fallen to some false ones. the fact that youre blaming the government and not the ones who buy it says a lot too. "government bad" is a surface level take, a commonly held opinion which is exactly what got trump himself elected too.