Saddoll

Saddoll

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does anyone else consider just piling up on unhealthy habits until you die rather than making a plan? sometimes i feel like it would be more fun, though probably painful in the end.
 
faust

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does anyone else consider just piling up on unhealthy habits until you die rather than making a plan? sometimes i feel like it would be more fun, though probably painful in the end.
Unfortunately, I don't have that much time. I drink 4L of diet coke every day and still alive, smoking, vaping. It takes very long for alcohol to kill you as well. Remain drugs only. Can be OD or something like that. If consumed moderately, it is a long way too. Extreme sports though is a very good thing. Once you will certainly die. And I would select this way because it is not something that makes you feel dumb.
 
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s1mplem3

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Mar 4, 2020
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And make more money for those tobacco/alcohol/med companies? Nah... I'd like something fast and painless.
 
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Saddoll

Saddoll

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And make more money for those tobacco/alcohol/med companies? Nah... I'd like something fast and painless.
fair point. I'm not exactly throwing money around either, i was thinking more theoretically.
Unfortunately, I don't have that much time. I drink 4L of diet coke every day and still alive, smoking, vaping. It takes very long for alcohol to kill you as well. Remain drugs only. Can be OD or something like that. If consumed moderately, it is a long way too. Extreme sports though is a very good thing. Once you will certainly die. And I would select this way because it is not something that makes you feel dumb.
i used to snowboard if that really counts as extreme sports & tbh i wouldn't want to die that way. the few accidents ive had were incredibly painful & seems that way for most other sports as well. It can be a nice cope until you go though
 
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s1mplem3

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Mar 4, 2020
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fair point. I'm not exactly throwing money around either, i was thinking more theoretically.

i used to snowboard if that really counts as extreme sports & tbh i wouldn't want to die that way. the few accidents ive had were incredibly painful & seems that way for most other sports as well. It can be a nice cope until you go though
I wish myself peace and the others happiness, that's why I'd like to leave something for those in need.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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does anyone else consider just piling up on unhealthy habits until you die rather than making a plan? sometimes i feel like it would be more fun, though probably painful in the end.
Nope. I used to think that but now I prefer the fast way. I don't want to wait.
 
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ctbUniquectb

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Jan 7, 2020
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I drank a fifth last night, and the night before.

But I can't stand smoking, and I'm not a Hard Corps Gung Ho All The Way red meat eater
 
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Feb 11, 2020
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For me, it's an act of control. I mean, we all know that we're going to die eventually but taking your own life is a way to control WHEN and by what terms.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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I want to have control over my life so I wanna be me who decides when it ends.
 
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Throwmyselfaway

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I drive strangers around in my car. Usually in bad areas. If it happens this way so be it.
 
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