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Ilostmytoast

Ilostmytoast

New Member
May 18, 2024
3
So recently everything in my life just keeps falling apart quicker and quicker every time i make everything somewhat better and I'm just tired of it all

I've been planning and such and I've finally got a rope 3/4 wide I believe and I did everything right however as I planned on doing it today while everybody was away
I saw many say Partial has a high failure rate both in death and passing out is this true?
Cause it's the only method I have and I need some way out I'd try full suspension but there's nothing that can support my weight
 
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ummwhaaat

Member
Oct 25, 2020
97

Here you go buddy. My first ever post on this forum.
It didn't succeed for me but it certainly was a close one.
If you want a higher chance than I had - plan more, make sure the objects you choose to pressure against your carotid arteries will not slip. Make sure they actually apply pressure they have to.
For 'comfort' try to use a soft rope, maybe line it with some fabric. Simple to do. Will also leave less of a mark in case of a failed attempt.

I spent hours, and I mean hours upon research - so do not base your attempt on this post alone. Read many accounts. Many instructions. Choose wisely. I was a bit impulsive in my attempt and that was the cause of my failure.

I would say if you truly. and I mean that in the sense of the word. Truly. Have conviction. Accept your life is no more. You will not hesitate as you crouch down and put your full weight into the noose. You will feel it. I had music playing in my ears through earplugs while it was happening and it was not painful, it was quick - I felt at ease. However, in the case that you follow the former statement and it does fail - you will no longer be the same person you were before.


Take precautions if you are afraid of being discovered in case of a failed attempt. It could take 2 weeks or more for you to recover to a state where people won't be able to tell what you've done. You may end up with permanent damage. I have reduced sensitivity on my left cheek 5 years later, but I believe I got off lucky. And obviously as stated earlier, I am no longer the same person mentally.
 
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Ilostmytoast

Ilostmytoast

New Member
May 18, 2024
3

Here you go buddy. My first ever post on this forum.
It didn't succeed for me but it certainly was a close one.
If you want a higher chance than I had - plan more, make sure the objects you choose to pressure against your carotid arteries will not slip. Make sure they actually apply pressure they have to.
For 'comfort' try to use a soft rope, maybe line it with some fabric. Simple to do. Will also leave less of a mark in case of a failed attempt.

I spent hours, and I mean hours upon research - so do not base your attempt on this post alone. Read many accounts. Many instructions. Choose wisely. I was a bit impulsive in my attempt and that was the cause of my failure.

I would say if you truly. and I mean that in the sense of the word. Truly. Have conviction. Accept your life is no more. You will not hesitate as you crouch down and put your full weight into the noose. You will feel it. I had music playing in my ears through earplugs while it was happening and it was not painful, it was quick - I felt at ease. However, in the case that you follow the former statement and it does fail - you will no longer be the same person you were before.


Take precautions if you are afraid of being discovered in case of a failed attempt. It could take 2 weeks or more for you to recover to a state where people won't be able to tell what you've done. You may end up with permanent damage. I have reduced sensitivity on my left cheek 5 years later, but I believe I got off lucky. And obviously as stated earlier, I am no longer the same person mentally.
This is just what I needed thank you so much!
I don't believe I will have time to do it today as you're right I may have to plan further possibly prepare just in case it fails and I have marks on my neck

Sorry that you're no longer the same btw I do hope everything is better now than it was then
 
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ummwhaaat

Member
Oct 25, 2020
97
This is just what I needed thank you so much!
I don't believe I will have time to do it today as you're right I may have to plan further possibly prepare just in case it fails and I have marks on my neck

Sorry that you're no longer the same btw I do hope everything is better now than it was then
Thanks for worrying about me, but I wish you the best of luck and I hope you don't have to experience this. It's not a pleasant road to go down on, failure or success or abstinence. that is just the harsh truth of this forum
 
OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,767
My hope hangs on partial hanging. I have a setup now that consistently gives me the rush. I wonder if it's a matter of waiting longer or getting a tighter squeeze from the beginning.
 

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