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Caustic

Caustic

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I feel as if i crave the high that came with my attempt. The rush, the feeling of slowly fading away and the feeling of peace. It was an unreal feeling and one that i can't stop thinking about.
 
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Yeah I had that too. Best I managed to was blacking out for a few seconds. I guess my body panicked and sent my heart into overdrive to overcome it every time
 
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May 8, 2022
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I feel as if i crave the high that came with my attempt. The rush, the feeling of slowly fading away and the feeling of peace. It was an unreal feeling and one that i can't stop thinking about.
It's nice to read this as hanging is my method and I was losing confidence after reading posts about it being painful and scary
 
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It's nice to read this as hanging is my method and I was losing confidence after reading posts about it being painful and scary
id liek to hang but i cant even tie a knot.
Sometimes it can be gruesome.
i did see some hanging video and the guy panicked and said " i dont wana die " "i dont wana die' . He then tried lifting himself up but died after 2 min or so and foamed at the mouth.
 
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id liek to hang but i cant even tie a knot.
Sometimes it can be gruesome.
i did see some hanging video and the guy panicked and said " i dont wana die " "i dont wana die' . He then tried lifting himself up but died after 2 min or so and foamed at the mouth.
You were trying to send me that video on the chat the other night. I've watched a lot of gruesome ones too. All I know is that hanging is not as gruesome as being hit by a train, jumping out of a building or shooting yourself.
 
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You were trying to send me that video on the chat the other night. I've watched a lot of gruesome ones too. All I know is that hanging is not as gruesome as being hit by a train, jumping out of a building or shooting yourself.
yeah jumping is looking like a serious option for me, idk how to do hanging properly so ims tuck between jumping and drowning.

I hope you research your method extensively and make sure you do it right so its fast and painless as possible.
 
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beingfree

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OTH people manage to hang themselves while WANKING or playing with their buddies, so there must be a sweet spot.
 
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That feeling sounds like such a relief. I've never experienced any kind of peace before, and it would be ideal for me to finally feel at peace as I leave this world. We shouldn't have to suffer in our last moments. But I envy those who have managed to succeed with hanging, they are lucky as they are finally free from this existence. Unfortunately hanging still scares me as a method, I so wish that ctb isn't so difficult. It makes hanging sound so much straightforward than it actually is when you hear of all those people succeeding with it.
 
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Whole-Ad

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The last time I tried partial hanging, I couldn't find the sweet spot and I didn't have a lot of time to do it, so I rushed through it and it was painful. Felt like my head was getting too tight or about to explode. However, I did manage to suffer through it enough to nearly black out, but unfortunately I was found. The next time I try partial hanging I need to make sure I have enough time to do it because I don't know if I'd be able to go through the pain again.
 
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searchingforpeace

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Nov 26, 2022
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Can anyone explain how partial hanging works? I have always been confused by this. Apparently you can do it on a doorknob with gravity?
 
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Caustic

Caustic

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It's nice to read this as hanging is my method and I was losing confidence after reading posts about it being painful and scary
In my experience it wasn't painful in the slightest. Just gotta get the arteries. All love
Can anyone explain how partial hanging works? I have always been confused by this. Apparently you can do it on a doorknob with gravity?
I hung it from my shower curtain rack and low enough to where i lower myself into it. I out my head head into it and i kneeled forward and let gravity do the rest. You can also sit into it. Partial hanging is basically not a full suspension.
 
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again_noidea

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I feel as if i crave the high that came with my attempt. The rush, the feeling of slowly fading away and the feeling of peace. It was an unreal feeling and one that i can't stop thinking about.
and understandably so
 
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Caustic

Caustic

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and understandably so
It felt so peaceful and amazing❤️
That feeling sounds like such a relief. I've never experienced any kind of peace before, and it would be ideal for me to finally feel at peace as I leave this world. We shouldn't have to suffer in our last moments. But I envy those who have managed to succeed with hanging, they are lucky as they are finally free from this existence. Unfortunately hanging still scares me as a method, I so wish that ctb isn't so difficult. It makes hanging sound so much straightforward than it actually is when you hear of all those people succeeding with it.
Only reason my attempt failed was I used a old rope. You have to find the sweet soot with the arteries
 
socrates

socrates

I know nothing except the fact of my ignorance.
Dec 3, 2019
301
I'm glad It's not painful, but it sound really hard to get right:ehh:
In my experience it wasn't painful in the slightest. Just gotta get the arteries. All love

I hung it from my shower curtain rack and low enough to where i lower myself into it. I out my head head into it and i kneeled forward and let gravity do the rest. You can also sit into it. Partial hanging is basically not a full suspension.
 
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oliviarolandomartin

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Nov 24, 2022
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I don't mean to come across as insensitive but you guy are are thinking about it too much otherwise you wouldn't still be here. See the technology you hold in your hands the vices life allows, the market and flourishing job prospects where you reside. In villages in South Asia not everyone has the accommodates you are freely given, they may have family structure - maybe maybe not.
But one thing they have is simplicity lack of distractions, no religious upheaval that is convincing, they just do it, teen and tots, elder and young all alike, and it's always hanging because they don't have easy access to all of the online services, advanced architecture, firearm vendors that westerners get.
 
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Caustic

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I don't mean to come across as insensitive but you guy are are thinking about it too much otherwise you wouldn't still be here. See the technology you hold in your hands the vices life allows, the market and flourishing job prospects where you reside. In villages in South Asia not everyone has the accommodates you are freely given, they may have family structure - maybe maybe not.
But one thing they have is simplicity lack of distractions, no religious upheaval that is convincing, they just do it, teen and tots, elder and young all alike, and it's always hanging because they don't have easy access to all of the online services, advanced architecture, firearm vendors that westerners get.
I think most people Psych themselves out of it not due to the fear of dying but the fear of it being a slow and painful death. That is what people are overthinking.
 
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oliviarolandomartin

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I think most people Psych themselves out of it not due to the fear of dying but the fear of it being a slow and painful death. That is what people are overthinking.
Frida Kahlo a favorite artista of mine whom lived a life of hardship and debilitating pain, is quoted a week before she succumbed to an illness Viva La Vida, nothing comes easy. You have to forge your own path, you can't isolate yourself in fear and dread, you may not always have a crutch to rely on.
 
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Frida Kahlo a favorite artista of mine whom lived a life of hardship and debilitating pain, is quoted a week before she succumbed to an illness Viva La Vida, nothing comes easy. You have to forge your own path, you can't isolate yourself in fear and dread, you may not always have a crutch to rely on.
And that is a beautiful way of thinking about it. I,myself am not scared to leave. Due to unfortunate circumstances I am here. But i understand the dread and the overthinking that comes with an attempt.
 

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