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midnight.moon

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This was my setup but closer to the edge, so my feet could be on the floor, and I was facing into the bunkbed. I had a slip knot around my neck. And to anchor it I just used the belt buckle. Used socks to pad my carotids. I put my hands on the bed to support myself, (I think, I might have taken my hands off, my memory is a bit blurry), bent my knees down, moved my feet back. Didn't feel pain but obviously it was uncomfortable. I remember thinking "one missisipi..two..." and then I must have lost consciousness because the next thing I know, I'm waking up on the floor with the belt around my neck, the broken buckle lying there, and my knee and head hurting where it hit the ground. I was unable to get up for a few seconds because disorientation? Then I feel fine now but my head is a bit fuzzy.

Here is my problem: clearly I can't use the buckle to anchor. My anchor point itself is strong, its an iron bunk bed with no chance of falling or breaking; the issue is just in the way I secured the belt. Tying a knot would work better, but I don't know how to tie a knot with the belt itself. Its too short and lumpy and hard to tie a secure knot. It would be easier with a rope. But I'm not sure what kind of rope to use.

https://www.amazon.com/Rope-White-Twisted-Natural-Cotton/dp/B0CX31N42K/ref=sr_1_14_sspa?crid=TQ2UY6MUI9B4&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.uHVVO87BKEPUPUuv9G2tQiXst-EwKBHaYahfuzrNrA7if75zbgWqwwKFOYWU14uLO9HeU5AcDN3DVrg4VnwFPCw4enQa3WmIkkzcGlmDwKpxxyp0qeXRtExkljdYzohEy9BRAsCtQ5NPJSJjEq2Wg-VJzsAGBq0AP4u2Q_W_nGOSLt6AxCJD0oL4Uobu3xQk59HVrkhUTkZ0K9zHn6g5Enz8B8yR1ifFJfwAZ_8PkdudXGcD3gMQpUtR6Ll81o4VrHmkWKozvyd8ZuS8ME3RtDAxka8Zl13ZUcXU2D6K62U.PMiBujIX6q0zQgSF_a8azv-88ebXrDca7BnOrnphz-4&dib_tag=se&keywords=rope&qid=1753154308&sprefix=,aps,429&sr=8-14-spons&sp_csd=d2lkZ2V0TmFtZT1zcF9tdGY&th=1

Can someone please take a look and help me choose? Or anything else is fine too, on amazon preferably.
 
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EmptyBottle

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mmm, sorry for that experience.
I'm not a rope expert tho, hope conditions become reasonable tho, and u find peace

PS: nice bunk bed
 
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midnight.moon

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tyy lol its a very strong bunkbed
 
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I was unable to get up for a few seconds because disorientation? Then I feel fine now but my head is a bit fuzzy.
I remember doing partial hanging as well and it felt traumatizing physiologically mentally for some reason and I was like "I won't do this again, I won't do this again anymore", because I passed out out of nowhere when I was looking for the perfect position on my neck.
 
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Eriktf

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i tryed partial with belt a few times only failed because of SI

if you take the belt through the belt buckle like you normally do then the other end you can tie a knot then just put the belt over a door and close
 
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Didn't feel pain but obviously it was uncomfortable.

what did 'uncomfortable' feel like exactly?
did you have this weird feeling of pressure building in your head and all sound slowly fading away before you passed out?
 
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A rope around this size would work and it's affordable, it's what I plan on using tonight.
 
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