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Apr 5, 2026
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So 2 days back, i put one side of the cloth back of the door and other side front. I then put the knot and knelt down(the cloth was not attached to other side handle since itwas shorter and i woudnt be able to tie a knot and put pressure otherwise), so i tied the knot, knelt and then i dont remember anything, like i dk what happened but then i was slowly coming out of the dream-like state or whatever but it was a scary dream is what i feel like i remeber and then as i was coming out of it, it felt like i was calling out to my mother (idk if i really was or it was my imagination too).Then slowly i was gaining consiousness and found the cloth had come off(like tore since i dint tie it to the other end of the door so it might have slid due to the weight ). I dont feel anything now either just my throat is painful when i swallow and a little dizziness (my knees hurt very bad ig its cuz they were hard against the floor when i was still strangling, and my lower jaw teethfeel soooo tight that also might be due to clenching while strangling).
I feel itwould have been a success if it wasnt for the cloth coming off the door

If anyone has any vdo reference to the similar type if method (would be helpful if you could share, thankyou)
 

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