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Doom76

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Feb 12, 2020
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I want to commit suicide and my method is hanging I have tried 10+ times to find I never pass out only a build of pressure in head and a red face follows by a litrature mark on the neck. I have tried by using rope in the park doing partial on a tree with a slipknot around the neck and a bowline to the tree and still did not pass out. At home I tried using a belt with the door closed ontop of it I tried a standing position with my head facing down, I also tried the closet rail with a belt on my knees and a sitting position. I have also tried using electric wire and nothing but pain. I need help here as I just want to finally fucking die my life is shit I have no friends, im ugly, im a failure and most of all I have servre depression, Anxiety and just had enough I also have a drinking problem. I have over 10+ attempts at suicide I feel I dont like living I hate life. I'm also bullied everwhere I go in life school, work etc enough is enough.
 
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Whitewash11235814

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Oct 21, 2019
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Very relatable.
 
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SHThrowAway213

That's the hell I live with
Apr 19, 2018
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Same problem here
 
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martin8383784

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I want to commit suicide and my method is hanging I have tried 10+ times to find I never pass out only a build of pressure in head and a red face follows by a litrature mark on the neck. I have tried by using rope in the park doing partial on a tree with a slipknot around the neck and a bowline to the tree and still did not pass out. At home I tried using a belt with the door closed ontop of it I tried a standing position with my head facing down, I also tried the closet rail with a belt on my knees and a sitting position. I have also tried using electric wire and nothing but pain. I need help here as I just want to finally fucking die my life is shit I have no friends, im ugly, im a failure and most of all I have servre depression, Anxiety and just had enough I also have a drinking problem. I have over 10+ attempts at suicide I feel I dont like living I hate life. I'm also bullied everwhere I go in life school, work etc enough is enough.
do full suspension
 
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Flump

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Jan 14, 2020
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Iv tried it many many times, seems impossible xx
 
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ClonesAnnoyMe

Student
Feb 7, 2020
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Hey man I'm sorry to hear about your situation but have you tried smoking pot? Is it accessable where you live?

Sending u good energy
 
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PoisonedJuliet

PoisonedJuliet

You saucy boy!
Feb 12, 2020
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Tried it ten minutes ago and nothing but pressure and a red face:angry:
 
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Throwmyselfaway

Throwmyselfaway

Not gone yet but soon
Jan 14, 2020
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I got it one time just testing with a robe belt. I tightened it and pulled. My vision started going. I did the slip knot too well and it barely came undone. Re tried about a dozen times even testing using my hands, nope can't do it.
 
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HighwayToHell

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Jan 29, 2020
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I read somewhere, there's an important artery in the arm and if pressure is applied it retracts to protect itself. Same thing happens with eyes.

I wonder if this is why people have trouble with applying pressure to the arteries in the neck?
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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I've tried many times with every position. See the hanging megathread in the resource sticky thread (top of the feed), the first post has positions. When I tried position 3, I couldn't put my full weight, it was just too intense so I backed out, but perhaps it would work for you, it's the closest to full suspension.

If hanging doesn't work, are you going to seek another method? There are lots in the resource sticky.
 
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one4all

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I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
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From what i have read. Finding the sweet spot (carotid artery) can be a PITA. Everyone has their own body structure. So it's hard to say where that "sweet spot" is
 
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GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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From what i have read. Finding the sweet spot (carotid artery) can be a PITA. Everyone has their own body structure. So it's hard to say where that "sweet spot" is

My cartoid artery thinks I am a narcissist and has gone no contact. It's made sure I can't find it. :pfff:
 
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I think partial suspension doesn't work.
Thé full is thé only fucking way. :notsure:
 
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Keepingtabs

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I did full suspension and woke up in the middle, that was really shitty tbh. I'll maybe go with some pesticide idk
 
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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
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I would rather find a way to make partial work.
It's really hard for me. But everyday i read news of people in my country doing full using the ceiling fan and long dupatta, everyone from age 13 to age 60 is able to do it that way, as per news reports.
 
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Valsalva

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Feb 25, 2020
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I did full suspension and woke up in the middle, that was really shitty tbh. I'll maybe go with some pesticide idk
Hello, could you explain, what went wrong? Best wishes.
 
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Keepingtabs

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Hello, could you explain, what went wrong? Best wishes.

The know wasn't tied properly, it has to be a balance between tight and comfortable, otherwise if you put too much pressure you'll feel like if your head is going to explode. best wishes for you too!
 
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Valsalva

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Feb 25, 2020
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Thx for your reply. If you did full as you wrote, how could you be able to stop? I think, there is no stopping at full?
 
Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
I tried full yesterday, I had the long cloth and a place to tie it on the ceiling but I wanted painless death and when I tried to hang from it, my neck just slammed into the rope and seems it hit the artery or the windpipe. I immediately got my feet on support again.

But my throat is hurting since yesterday night. It's just starting to hurt less just now. In the morning when I got up, I could barely speak to my parents.
 
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Walilamdzi

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Mar 21, 2019
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I tried full yesterday, I had the long cloth and a place to tie it on the ceiling but I wanted painless death and when I tried to hang from it, my neck just slammed into the rope and seems it hit the artery or the windpipe. I immediately got my feet on support again.

But my throat is hurting since yesterday night. It's just starting to hurt less just now. In the morning when I got up, I could barely speak to my parents.
That sounds annoying.
 
Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
That sounds annoying.
Yes i dont know i feel like i should try again.

How could I make the rope close my arteries without hurting my neck ?

It's been almost 17 hours since my attempt, my throat is still hurting. I had difficulty swallowing food the entire day.
 
Lady black

Lady black

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Oct 22, 2018
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It can take about 2 weeks with your hurting throat, sorry that I have to tell you that...
 

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