Help Am I doing it right? + some questions (Partial Hanging)

[VVL]

Ive tried partial hanging today. Spent all afternoon trying to make myself pass out but unfortunately I only ended up with neck pain. After almost giving up, I changed places and tried it again a couple of minutes ago, this time I felt so close to passing out but I had to stop bc it wasn't the right time to ctb.

It wasnt painful, my neck doesnt hurt when Im doing it, neither do I feel like my head is going to explode. I only feel dizzy kinda like blacking out and my lips get numb, also my ears start to ring almost instantly. I feel like my nose will start to bleed out too
If I had waited a little bit more while applying more pressure I think I would've made myself pass out and therefore die. I was like that for 20 sec btw which makes me think that Im doing it wrong bc I always see people saying they pass out right away (5 to 10 sec)

Ive tried to hang myself in the past and only got the head exploding feeling so I think Im on the right path this time.


These are my questions:

1. From the results Ive got would I be able to pass out almost immediately if I try full hanging instead? (Using the same set up)
2. How long do spams and convulsions last after passing out?
3. After doing it my head hurts a lot and I get nauseous, is it safe to keep doing these practices?

 

[L'absent]

Can you better describe what you did before and what you did after? You say you changed places, what does that mean? Where? As?

 

[VVL]

Can you better describe what you did before and what you did after? You say you changed places, what does that mean? Where? As?

I changed from anchor point and body position. Im using screw hooks that can hold my weight as anchor points. At first I was doing it while sitting on a chair in the middle of my room, then I changed to another one that is above my bed. This time I was kneeling down properly.
Im placing the knot behind my neck, at the vey top of it.
As for the rope, Im using a shoelace (1cm wide) tied to very thin nylon rope (1 meter long). All of these are materials I found at home, if it comes to it I'll buy a polyester rope, 3 cm wide. But Ive been tasting them and they seem to do just fine, at least for partial hanging.

 

[L'absent]

I changed from anchor point and body position. Im using screw hooks that can hold my weight as anchor points. At first I was doing it while sitting on a chair in the middle of my room, then I changed to another one that is above my bed. This time I was kneeling down properly.
Im placing the knot behind my neck, at the vey top of it.
As for the rope, Im using a shoelace (1cm wide) tied to very thin nylon rope (1 meter long). All of these are materials I found at home, if it comes to it I'll buy a polyester rope, 3 cm wide. But Ive been tasting them and they seem to do just fine, at least for partial hanging.

Did the shoelace almost make you pass out? Or was it the position on the bed?