First,I don't know if you're still here. But if you are...
Hey. I'm truly so sorry that you're suffering. This world sucks. I too want to try partial suspension. If you have any friends or family that cares about you and would help you,please reach out to them. If you think you may regret suicide,how about trying to get help first? I just don't want you do do anything rash that you would regret. But I completely understand if you have your mind set on dying. Just be absolutely sure it's what you want.
I'm on edge about giving suicide advice myself for confusing moral reasons. But for your sake I'll tell you that bending your knees is usually the least effective. You need quite a bit of weight to cut off blood flow to the brain. There are 2 primary carotid arteries and 2 primary jugulars(1 on each side of the neck). The jugulars are veins that take blood away from the brain. The carotids take blood to the brain. This is why only blocking the jugulars causes agony and delayed unconsciousness, etc. Many times people put pressure on the jugulars without putting enough to also mostly compress the carotids. This causes immense pressure buildup in the head.
If you're absolutely positive you want to end your life,read lots of other posts on here. An old poster "nolifenopain" posted accurate information to answer old posts...mostly all in 2018. I think he already ended his life since I haven't seen his posts since then and he mentioned attempting.
Ive told you some basics of which maybe you already know the details. Many people don't know that there are both jugulars and carotids,and that each side of the neck has 1 primary of each.(technically inner and outer carotid and jugulars,so 2 total of each on each side of the neck...this is according to a diagram I've seen.)
ONE LAST THING...MAKE SURE YOU ARE ALONE FOR AT LEAST 1 HOUR if you attempt suicide by hanging. This is because if you are found after you pass out,say 5 mins after...you could be "saved". You may wake up mostly normal. Or you could become a vegetable,meaning quadriplegic. One guy did full suspension on the news and his brother found him before he could. Now he is only able to blink and that's it. He's trapped in a bed. He can't even f'ing move. It's horrible. It's evil that anyone can suffer that way. So just be very careful that you're alone,please. I don't want you to become a vegetable due to the brain suffocating so long without oxygen...this is way worse than living in your current state...since at least now you can move and aren't trapped in a body where you can't even move at all. PLEASE HEED MY ADVICE.
I wish you the best with whatever comes your way... Good Luck :)
