Chiyumine
Member
- Nov 29, 2025
- 23
I will be blunt since I see no reason not to be. I see no reason in living any further than May 2026. I am rather sad that I wasn't able to die this year. I wasn't hoping to ever see my 20s, yet here I am...I'd rather be dead then 20, but there is nothing I can do about it at the moment. I have long deliberated over what method I am to choose, and after careful consideration, I have chosen partial hanging since it is more flexible, and since SN is hard to get for someone like me, and even if I were to get SN, getting the other drugs necessary to ensure death would be difficult. I am considering running away to die since I don't want to burden my family with seeing my dead body, but I am unsure since I am afraid it is unsafe to do so, and I might end up in a position worse than death.
I wish to die because I don't want to live in a social-darwinist slave society anymore, nor do I want to have to deal with the "trials" and "tribulations" of adulthood, which is really just forced conformity. I don't have any friends, or a girlfriend, but that isn't something I care all too much about since it's all just fallacy anyways. I prefer being alone, no self-rightous redditors or discord users in sight. I'm tired of living in self-rightous society where everyone pretends to care about these usless social issues that they created only to cave in and make the problem even worse. All they do is complain and do nothing about their situations. It's usless infighting for the sake infighting. I often isolate from the internet, but due to circumstances I returned to ensure my victory.
I am resentful at others, and hate everyone, again, mostly due to their self-rightousness and condescending nature and useless dramas that achieve nothing of value. Love and friendship are lies meant to make the population complacent in their social darwnist slave society. I always hear everyone talk about money this and money that, and like all else, they do nothing about it. Everything is about money, money for this, money for that, money for fucking everything. I don't want to fucking hear how this or that costs money. I don't want to college or leave my NEETdom, I don't see the point in contributing to the social-darwnist slave society. I'd rather die than do that, which is exactly why I'm here, to do exactly that, and to put an end to this existence.
I don't see a point living, and so I will die, and then there will be peace. No more blackpill, no more society, no more money, no more bullshit. Peace.
Anyways, if anyone knows how to partial hang, preferably anywhere without a hook or hang point, please let me know. I'd rather not see 21.
I wish to die because I don't want to live in a social-darwinist slave society anymore, nor do I want to have to deal with the "trials" and "tribulations" of adulthood, which is really just forced conformity. I don't have any friends, or a girlfriend, but that isn't something I care all too much about since it's all just fallacy anyways. I prefer being alone, no self-rightous redditors or discord users in sight. I'm tired of living in self-rightous society where everyone pretends to care about these usless social issues that they created only to cave in and make the problem even worse. All they do is complain and do nothing about their situations. It's usless infighting for the sake infighting. I often isolate from the internet, but due to circumstances I returned to ensure my victory.
I am resentful at others, and hate everyone, again, mostly due to their self-rightousness and condescending nature and useless dramas that achieve nothing of value. Love and friendship are lies meant to make the population complacent in their social darwnist slave society. I always hear everyone talk about money this and money that, and like all else, they do nothing about it. Everything is about money, money for this, money for that, money for fucking everything. I don't want to fucking hear how this or that costs money. I don't want to college or leave my NEETdom, I don't see the point in contributing to the social-darwnist slave society. I'd rather die than do that, which is exactly why I'm here, to do exactly that, and to put an end to this existence.
I don't see a point living, and so I will die, and then there will be peace. No more blackpill, no more society, no more money, no more bullshit. Peace.
Anyways, if anyone knows how to partial hang, preferably anywhere without a hook or hang point, please let me know. I'd rather not see 21.
