Hello, I am looking for some advice on what the best steps are for me to take when partial hanging for full succession? I am very tired of my life, letting people down, my self esteem and the mad delusions I have. I feel I ruin the lives of everyone around me. Im trying to engage with the mental support services but I feel like they don't want to help me I think everyone thinks really bad things about me all the time aswell and I just want to escape from these thoughts I'm so tired of it. I plan to just use a long cable and tie it, what would be the best way to do this and how do I go about "soft warning" my loved ones as I really can't deal with the guilt?
Im on antipsychotic medication and antidepressants but they don't seem to be helping and Ive felt depressed and anxious for such a long time now and not got the right help for it, now i have psychosis too and Im very sure its too late for me to help my parents and support them and on top of this I don't trust anything to do with my surroundings atall. I hate myself with a passion and I have done for a very long time. I don't have any friends. I don't think anybody actually likes me. I struggle to fit in. I'm scared of lots of things. I have made so many mistakes that I don't think are fixable. I've let people down and fundamentally myself. Just please give me the right and safest advice for partial hanging so I can successfully carry it out? I plan on drinking alcohol on the night to make it easier for me. I really am not trying to feel sorry for myself. It really is the opposite I hate myself so much for what i've done to myself and what i've caused for others and i want to stop doing it now. Thanks for any responses or advice
Im on antipsychotic medication and antidepressants but they don't seem to be helping and Ive felt depressed and anxious for such a long time now and not got the right help for it, now i have psychosis too and Im very sure its too late for me to help my parents and support them and on top of this I don't trust anything to do with my surroundings atall. I hate myself with a passion and I have done for a very long time. I don't have any friends. I don't think anybody actually likes me. I struggle to fit in. I'm scared of lots of things. I have made so many mistakes that I don't think are fixable. I've let people down and fundamentally myself. Just please give me the right and safest advice for partial hanging so I can successfully carry it out? I plan on drinking alcohol on the night to make it easier for me. I really am not trying to feel sorry for myself. It really is the opposite I hate myself so much for what i've done to myself and what i've caused for others and i want to stop doing it now. Thanks for any responses or advice
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