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In paradise you want to live in every day hell you want to CTB.

Yes i remember a dream in a world where i was the center of attention for every person who was happy and kind
i did fully feel love and kindness in that world of light.A short moment i could feel well and alive with the strong emotion of connection,love and kindness.

The suddenly i was awakened from the dream but i was lucky to return to the dream/state for one more moment.

I started to cry that day after the dreams from the loss to never be able to access this state or dream...it was years ago....

You need a short moment of paradise to know what pain and hell you are in....
 
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