Kaiten Ryu

Kaiten Ryu

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Hey y'all, just needed some advice. As time winds down to my planned "date", I'm realizing things might take place make it harder to move forward with my plan with partial suspension. So I'm trying to make a contingency plan in case I need to ctb in a short span of time. This is one of them - About 8 Sleeping Pills followed by tossing myself into the ocean. Maybe taking a few painkillers then slicing my wrists to help, to lose consciousness and not really feel any pain in doing so. Should is be altered in anyway? Any to be added? Please let me know. Sorry if this was too graphic.
 
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GreyMonkey

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I've thought about this before yet was told that SI will just cut through the benzos anyway.
 
Rachel74

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Won't work. You'll need more than 8 pills
 
MeltingHeart

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Hey y'all, just needed some advice. As time winds down to my planned "date", I'm realizing things might take place make it harder to move forward with my plan with partial suspension. So I'm trying to make a contingency plan in case I need to ctb in a short span of time. This is one of them - About 8 Sleeping Pills followed by tossing myself into the ocean. Maybe taking a few painkillers then slicing my wrists to help, to lose consciousness and not really feel any pain in doing so. Is this a good plan or should it be altered. Please let me know. Sorry if this was too graphic.
I dont think anyone will really say that someone has a 'good' plan-in particular such a seemingly dramatic one, the advice is largely gonna involve medical advice (as in the injestion of sn/n), technical tips (gases & suspension) or advice on if you are really ready or want to talk/ think things through a bit more- really only an individual can decide if they have a 'good' method or one that they feel comfortable with- for someone to say 'yeah that is a great idea'- is verging on a level of encouragement rather than just acknowledgement & support. In my opinion anyway.
 
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I dont think anyone will really say that someone has a 'good' plan-in particular such a seemingly dramatic one, the advice is largely gonna involve medical advice (as in the injestion of sn/n), technical tips (gases & suspension) or advice on if you are really ready or want to talk/ think things through a bit more- really only an individual can decide if they have a 'good' method or one that they feel comfortable with- for someone to say 'yeah that is a great idea'- is verging on a level of encouragement rather than just acknowledgement & support. In my opinion anyway.
Damn, completely forgot that's kinda poor taste to ask, thanks for pointing that out, I'll go change it. But I honestly just wanted some feed back on it, to see if it could be improved if ever slightly. SN/N is literally not a option and suspension is still my no.1 go to. Ask for the "talk", oh boy. Anyways thx for your opinion.
I've thought about this before yet was told that SI will just cut through the benzos anyway.
Sl?
 
GreyMonkey

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Survival instinct. That inherent force in our bodies and being that wants to keep us alive even as our tormented minds scream for death.

The adrenaline surge of drowning will simply bypass the effects of the benzos or sleeping pills.

Would probably need a very strong dose.

An option would be to take the benzos and while waiting for them to kick in swim as far as you possibly can out to sea as fast as you can so you are so utterly exhausted you couldn't swim back.

Or tie something heavy around your feet and take the sleeping pills and jump in. You'll be awake yet you will so drown anyway.

Personally drowning seems to be a really unpleasant way to go.

Ever accidental got a bit of water down your windpipe and then coughed really hard after for a while? Drowning is like that, but with a whole lot more water.
 
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Damn, completely forgot that's kinda poor taste to ask, thanks for pointing that out, I'll go change it. But I honestly just wanted some feed back on it, to see if it could be improved if ever slightly. SN/N is literally not a option and suspension is still my no.1 go to. Ask for the "talk", oh boy. Anyways thx for your opinion.

No worries-Maybe some people would feel comfortable saying simply if they 'agree' or think it is a 'good' or whatever -so I cant speak for everyone else-that was just my initial reaction tbh- though I could have gone in the whys/why nots in detail ovr that mtd. So many people here have benzos or sleeping pills-im jealous- as they could come in handy for many things! Oh yeah the 'talk'-I wouldnt want that either! I understand.
Survival instinct. That inherent force in our bodies and being that wants to keep us alive even as our tormented minds scream for death.

The adrenaline surge of drowning will simply bypass the effects of the benzos or sleeping pills.

Would probably need a very strong dose.

An option would be to take the benzos and while waiting for them to kick in swim as far as you possibly can out to sea as fast as you can so you are so utterly exhausted you couldn't swim back.

Or tie something heavy around your feet and take the sleeping pills and jump in. You'll be awake yet you will so drown anyway.

Personally drowning seems to be a really unpleasant way to go.

Ever accidental got a bit of water down your windpipe and then coughed really hard after for a while? Drowning is like that, but with a whole lot more water.
woah ok @Kaiten Ryu maybe some people do not mind giving such direct feedback after all!
 
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Survival instinct. That inherent force in our bodies and being that wants to keep us alive even as our tormented minds scream for death.

The adrenaline surge of drowning will simply bypass the effects of the benzos or sleeping pills.

Would probably need a very strong dose.

An option would be to take the benzos and while waiting for them to kick in swim as far as you possibly can out to sea as fast as you can so you are so utterly exhausted you couldn't swim back.

Or tie something heavy around your feet and take the sleeping pills and jump in. You'll be awake yet you will so drown anyway.

Personally drowning seems to be a really unpleasant way to go.

Ever accidental got a bit of water down your windpipe and then coughed really hard after for a while? Drowning is like that, but with a whole lot more water.
Well that kinda what I was hoping for, I can't swim, like at all. In my country there's this one beach, with a coral reef alittle ways out that's literally about a 20 foot drop. So the plan was to take the pills, cut my wrist then jump off the reef. Even if by some miracle I stay afloat and aquaman my way back over, I'd still hopefully loose enough blood to hemorrhaging. As for the water in my windpipe, I'm hoping the panic makes me struggle if I'm not asleep and confuses me so I just beat up and tend sink.
 
BipolarExpat

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Over a coral reef w/ a drop off + the cutting.... you might be putting yourself at risk of a shark attack.

Hopefully not but it's got the ingredients. Evening, morning, night could increase the odds.
 
BipolarExpat

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Ok, you'd know if there were any attacks nearby.

Wishing you the very best.
 
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Use Fainting Lark technic (hyperventilation) above water ?!? practice training on the sand before to check if it's ok
 
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