Pain

[Miserious]

I know others probably feel the same way. But if my life is full of pain and I just want it to stop, I don't want to experience physical agony to end it all. I don't have access to many things and I do cut sometimes on my arms, but the thought of cutting so deep I hit a main vein or the thought of ending myself hurts. I want to, but I don't want it to hurt. I know thats selfish of me.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Not wanting to feel pain? I don't think that's selfish. I think that's sensible. I don't want to feel pain living, and I sure as hell don't want to feel it dying, either.

 

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

If hanging wasn't painful i would have do it long time ago..

But its more SI fault, i suffered more living for sure

 

[FuneralCry]

It's just so incredibly inhumane how we cannot free ourselves from this existence peacefully in a guaranteed way, those who wish to be free shouldn't have to suffer so unnecessarily in their final moments. It repulses me how suicide is purposely made so difficult, I hate how humans just create more harm and suffering.