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angelkissed

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Hello, this is my first post on here it's nice to meet you all ^.^

I saw a thread on here of how most ODs are almost never successful and usually if there is a success rate then it's a painful death, but then I saw a thread saying Fent, heroin, and Oxys are ur best bet for a successful and rather peaceful OD

if I could I would 100% take the fent route but it's highly inaccessible and most plugs don't seem to sell it or have it in their product, heroin I'd have to have equipment to shoot up or smoke it which I don't have, so it seems like my last option is Oxys?

To be honest I don't know a single thing about pills, I am around 90-100 lbs, 5'4 and I'm wondering if oxys have a peaceful death or if I'll just throw it up and have heart palpitations which I'd like to avoid. If not how many is recommended for a guaranteed OD?

Any help or advice or even links to better OD methods would be useful!! Tysm
 
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ZeroRedz02

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I know only that pills overdose is very rare or atleast for normal medicines and that they are really painful if not following the true combination
 
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vallak-0

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Jun 7, 2026
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The danger of opioid OD as a recreational is that it almost feels too good to the point you dont even care youre ODing. Oxys in combo with other downers (especially with benzos and ketamine) made me nod out so good and hard i really didnt care if i died despite not being suicidal at those times. Nausea can also be redused significantly by taking anti nausea meds such as vomex

so if planned correctly, dont puke up everything, get narcaned or find out the hard way your body is more resilient to this drug then the average it should be a easy passing. Good friend of mine ctb through Oxi's and although i dont know for shure how her last moments where as i wasnt there i would guess by the fact that her mom didnt notice shes dead and not just asleep for a whole day that she just went to sleep without struggling for life like one would ODing on other substances.
The danger of opioid OD as a recreational is that it almost feels too good to the point you dont even care youre ODing. Oxys in combo with other downers (especially with benzos and ketamine) made me nod out so good and hard i really didnt care if i died despite not being suicidal at those times. Nausea can also be redused significantly by taking anti nausea meds such as vomex

so if planned correctly, dont puke up everything, get narcaned or find out the hard way your body is more resilient to this drug then the average it should be a easy passing. Good friend of mine ctb through Oxi's and although i dont know for shure how her last moments where as i wasnt there i would guess by the fact that her mom didnt notice shes dead and not just asleep for a whole day that she just went to sleep without struggling for life like one would ODing on other substances.

But beware that its, like everthing, not a 100% guarantee it wont be still awful or survived without suffering some serious health consequences. Most people i met who tried this way ended up surviving and in worst case ended up with an addiction to painkillers. Even said dead friend had 2 attempts on ODing before it succeeded due to others interfering and highly underestimating her tolerance.
The danger of opioid OD as a recreational is that it almost feels too good to the point you dont even care youre ODing. Oxys in combo with other downers (especially with benzos and ketamine) made me nod out so good and hard i really didnt care if i died despite not being suicidal at those times. Nausea can also be redused significantly by taking anti nausea meds such as vomex

so if planned correctly, dont puke up everything, get narcaned or find out the hard way your body is more resilient to this drug then the average it should be a easy passing. Good friend of mine ctb through Oxi's and although i dont know for shure how her last moments where as i wasnt there i would guess by the fact that her mom didnt notice shes dead and not just asleep for a whole day that she just went to sleep without struggling for life like one would ODing on other substances.

But beware that its, like everthing, not a 100% guarantee it wont be still awful or survived without suffering some serious health consequences. Most people i met who tried this way ended up surviving and in worst case ended up with an addiction to painkillers. Even said dead friend had 2 attempts on ODing before it succeeded due to others interfering and highly underestimating her tolerance.
 
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The danger of opioid OD as a recreational is that it almost feels too good to the point you dont even care youre ODing. Oxys in combo with other downers (especially with benzos and ketamine) made me nod out so good and hard i really didnt care if i died despite not being suicidal at those times. Nausea can also be redused significantly by taking anti nausea meds such as vomex

so if planned correctly, dont puke up everything, get narcaned or find out the hard way your body is more resilient to this drug then the average it should be a easy passing. Good friend of mine ctb through Oxi's and although i dont know for shure how her last moments where as i wasnt there i would guess by the fact that her mom didnt notice shes dead and not just asleep for a whole day that she just went to sleep without struggling for life like one would ODing on other substances.
The danger of opioid OD as a recreational is that it almost feels too good to the point you dont even care youre ODing. Oxys in combo with other downers (especially with benzos and ketamine) made me nod out so good and hard i really didnt care if i died despite not being suicidal at those times. Nausea can also be redused significantly by taking anti nausea meds such as vomex

so if planned correctly, dont puke up everything, get narcaned or find out the hard way your body is more resilient to this drug then the average it should be a easy passing. Good friend of mine ctb through Oxi's and although i dont know for shure how her last moments where as i wasnt there i would guess by the fact that her mom didnt notice shes dead and not just asleep for a whole day that she just went to sleep without struggling for life like one would ODing on other substances.

But beware that its, like everthing, not a 100% guarantee it wont be still awful or survived without suffering some serious health consequences. Most people i met who tried this way ended up surviving and in worst case ended up with an addiction to painkillers. Even said dead friend had 2 attempts on ODing before it succeeded due to others interfering and highly underestimating her tolerance.
The danger of opioid OD as a recreational is that it almost feels too good to the point you dont even care youre ODing. Oxys in combo with other downers (especially with benzos and ketamine) made me nod out so good and hard i really didnt care if i died despite not being suicidal at those times. Nausea can also be redused significantly by taking anti nausea meds such as vomex

so if planned correctly, dont puke up everything, get narcaned or find out the hard way your body is more resilient to this drug then the average it should be a easy passing. Good friend of mine ctb through Oxi's and although i dont know for shure how her last moments where as i wasnt there i would guess by the fact that her mom didnt notice shes dead and not just asleep for a whole day that she just went to sleep without struggling for life like one would ODing on other substances.

But beware that its, like everthing, not a 100% guarantee it wont be still awful or survived without suffering some serious health consequences. Most people i met who tried this way ended up surviving and in worst case ended up with an addiction to painkillers. Even said dead friend had 2 attempts on ODing before it succeeded due to others interfering and highly underestimating her tolerance.
Nice to hear that you did come to this conclusion, and did find some way to CTB but everyone is different (unfortunately hate to say that) also i don't know how this drugs works cause i'm not from US and there they are excessively on law control so i am even not a guy who did tested them personally but i appreciate your wits and about your friends yea maybe you found an oppurtunity who knows? Anyway peace for ur friend.

Sorry if i didn't answered cause the forum did stopped working (website)
 
angelkissed

angelkissed

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Jun 8, 2026
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The danger of opioid OD as a recreational is that it almost feels too good to the point you dont even care youre ODing. Oxys in combo with other downers (especially with benzos and ketamine) made me nod out so good and hard i really didnt care if i died despite not being suicidal at those times. Nausea can also be redused significantly by taking anti nausea meds such as vomex

so if planned correctly, dont puke up everything, get narcaned or find out the hard way your body is more resilient to this drug then the average it should be a easy passing. Good friend of mine ctb through Oxi's and although i dont know for shure how her last moments where as i wasnt there i would guess by the fact that her mom didnt notice shes dead and not just asleep for a whole day that she just went to sleep without struggling for life like one would ODing on other substances.
The danger of opioid OD as a recreational is that it almost feels too good to the point you dont even care youre ODing. Oxys in combo with other downers (especially with benzos and ketamine) made me nod out so good and hard i really didnt care if i died despite not being suicidal at those times. Nausea can also be redused significantly by taking anti nausea meds such as vomex

so if planned correctly, dont puke up everything, get narcaned or find out the hard way your body is more resilient to this drug then the average it should be a easy passing. Good friend of mine ctb through Oxi's and although i dont know for shure how her last moments where as i wasnt there i would guess by the fact that her mom didnt notice shes dead and not just asleep for a whole day that she just went to sleep without struggling for life like one would ODing on other substances.

But beware that its, like everthing, not a 100% guarantee it wont be still awful or survived without suffering some serious health consequences. Most people i met who tried this way ended up surviving and in worst case ended up with an addiction to painkillers. Even said dead friend had 2 attempts on ODing before it succeeded due to others interfering and highly underestimating her tolerance.
The danger of opioid OD as a recreational is that it almost feels too good to the point you dont even care youre ODing. Oxys in combo with other downers (especially with benzos and ketamine) made me nod out so good and hard i really didnt care if i died despite not being suicidal at those times. Nausea can also be redused significantly by taking anti nausea meds such as vomex

so if planned correctly, dont puke up everything, get narcaned or find out the hard way your body is more resilient to this drug then the average it should be a easy passing. Good friend of mine ctb through Oxi's and although i dont know for shure how her last moments where as i wasnt there i would guess by the fact that her mom didnt notice shes dead and not just asleep for a whole day that she just went to sleep without struggling for life like one would ODing on other substances.

But beware that its, like everthing, not a 100% guarantee it wont be still awful or survived without suffering some serious health consequences. Most people i met who tried this way ended up surviving and in worst case ended up with an addiction to painkillers. Even said dead friend had 2 attempts on ODing before it succeeded due to others interfering and highly underestimating her tolerance.
Hello, thank you so much for this advice! I was thinking taking 5 80mg pills or maybe 10 to ensure it works. I have never done any hard substances before so maybe that would be a bonus? Also can I just swallow the pills and take it with some water? For someone like me who has never ever experienced any type of pill before, is it scary when you start to notice your body and mind gradually shifting? Like for example, if you "green out" on weed, it feels horrible, you might not throw up or have any bodily effects harming you but being so high to the point it feels like you're not experiencing reality would cause most people to panic, is it more soothing and relaxing on pills? In my head I think the harder a substance, the bigger the high, and obviously if people can't even tolerate weed when it gets too much, I'm worried I'll be freaking out or screaming or crying in anxiety. If you can let me know what it's like in detail I think I'd feel a lot better <3 I hope your friend is at peace now btw, maybe I see her and I tell her you said hi!
 
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gardenhouse

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Mar 26, 2026
429
Hello, this is my first post on here it's nice to meet you all ^.^

I saw a thread on here of how most ODs are almost never successful and usually if there is a success rate then it's a painful death, but then I saw a thread saying Fent, heroin, and Oxys are ur best bet for a successful and rather peaceful OD

if I could I would 100% take the fent route but it's highly inaccessible and most plugs don't seem to sell it or have it in their product, heroin I'd have to have equipment to shoot up or smoke it which I don't have, so it seems like my last option is Oxys?

To be honest I don't know a single thing about pills, I am around 90-100 lbs, 5'4 and I'm wondering if oxys have a peaceful death or if I'll just throw it up and have heart palpitations which I'd like to avoid. If not how many is recommended for a guaranteed OD?

Any help or advice or even links to better OD methods would be useful!! Tysm
I'm not a medical expert but i've read a lot about drugs potency

The rule is strong opioid like fentanyl can check you out from this world. The rule of the thumb is you gotta have the right combination, if you just overdose on benzodiazepines it will not kill you, or sleeping pills since today's sleeping pills are made very safely so people can't harm themselves.

the formula is opioid (oxycodone, morphine, hydrocodone, nitazine) + benzo (diazepam, temazepam, xanax or designer benzos are even more potent) + sleeping pills (temazepam) & z drugs sleeping pills

If you look at the real life scenarios of famous people who died from this drug combination. This combination is always potent.

Famous people who died from opioid oxy, benzo, or other antidepressants or sleeping pills

Heath Ledger, Chyna (the wrestler) , philip seymour hoffman, Angus cloud, Tom Petty.

How it happens, those drugs combination sedate gaba receptors in the brain to the point the brain forgets to tell lungs to breath, and you will not even realize it because when it happens you're unconscious and asleep. Correct me if i'm wrong
 
angelkissed

angelkissed

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Jun 8, 2026
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I'm not a medical expert but i've read a lot about drugs potency

The rule is strong opioid like fentanyl can check you out from this world. The rule of the thumb is you gotta have the right combination, if you just overdose on benzodiazepines it will not kill you, or sleeping pills since today's sleeping pills are made very safely so people can't harm themselves.

the formula is opioid (oxycodone, morphine, hydrocodone, nitazine) + benzo (diazepam, temazepam, xanax or designer benzos are even more potent) + sleeping pills (temazepam) & z drugs sleeping pills

If you look at the real life scenarios of famous people who died from this drug combination. This combination is always potent.

Famous people who died from opioid oxy, benzo, or other antidepressants or sleeping pills

Heath Ledger, Chyna (the wrestler) , philip seymour hoffman, Angus cloud, Tom Petty.

How it happens, those drugs combination sedate gaba receptors in the brain to the point the brain forgets to tell lungs to breath, and you will not even realize it because when it happens you're unconscious and asleep. Correct me if i'm wrong
This is rlly informative! This might be a silly question but do I take all 3 combinations at once or what's the routine look like? How long before taking the next combo pill and the next?
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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I have seen more than a few threads here of people taking prescription opioids trying to OD. Obviously they lived to report it. Oxy is not going to be strong enough in most cases.
 
angelkissed

angelkissed

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Jun 8, 2026
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I have seen more than a few threads here of people taking prescription opioids trying to OD. Obviously they lived to report it. Oxy is not going to be strong enough in most cases.
Did they ever specify how much they took and their tolerance? I'm rlly lightweight and i don't have a tolerance built up. Like the other use suggested it seems like I'd have to mix it with benzos like Xanax and sleeping pills
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Did they ever specify how much they took and their tolerance? I'm rlly lightweight and i don't have a tolerance built up. Like the other use suggested it seems like I'd have to mix it with benzos like Xanax and sleeping pills
People do not always leave specific measurements nor have I kept track of them. All I can say is I've seen people report that they have definitively taken more than what should be a lethal dose, and some of them were opioid naive, and they still reported it here.

You are free to do what you want, but there is a reason that we have a thread called Why ODs Fail Miserably and why this is not recommended. There is a larger chance you will survive than you will not.
 
angelkissed

angelkissed

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People do not always leave specific measurements nor have I kept track of them. All I can say is I've seen people report that they have definitively taken more than what should be a lethal dose, and some of them were opioid naive, and they still reported it here.

You are free to do what you want, but there is a reason that we have a thread called Why ODs Fail Miserably and why this is not recommended. There is a larger chance you will survive than you will not.
I understand, I'm guessing this wouldn't count towards fent or heroin? Sigh, there's so many mixed opinions. Like some commenter above said their friend was able to have a successful and peaceful death with oxys, so it seems in reach. But I see what you're saying.

The SN option seemed to be popular but it doesn't clarify if I can just buy it online. When I search it up it pops up but I feel like there's a catch here: there's no way something that lethal could be that accessible and in large amounts.
 
ZeroRedz02

ZeroRedz02

Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
417
I'm not a medical expert but i've read a lot about drugs potency

The rule is strong opioid like fentanyl can check you out from this world. The rule of the thumb is you gotta have the right combination, if you just overdose on benzodiazepines it will not kill you, or sleeping pills since today's sleeping pills are made very safely so people can't harm themselves.

the formula is opioid (oxycodone, morphine, hydrocodone, nitazine) + benzo (diazepam, temazepam, xanax or designer benzos are even more potent) + sleeping pills (temazepam) & z drugs sleeping pills

If you look at the real life scenarios of famous people who died from this drug combination. This combination is always potent.

Famous people who died from opioid oxy, benzo, or other antidepressants or sleeping pills

Heath Ledger, Chyna (the wrestler) , philip seymour hoffman, Angus cloud, Tom Petty.

How it happens, those drugs combination sedate gaba receptors in the brain to the point the brain forgets to tell lungs to breath, and you will not even realize it because when it happens you're unconscious and asleep. Correct me if i'm wrong
I saved this one to my bookmark cause even if it's impossible for me to access to this drugs i hope on it..
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I understand, I'm guessing this wouldn't count towards fent or heroin? Sigh, there's so many mixed opinions. Like some commenter above said their friend was able to have a successful and peaceful death with oxys, so it seems in reach. But I see what you're saying.

The SN option seemed to be popular but it doesn't clarify if I can just buy it online. When I search it up it pops up but I feel like there's a catch here: there's no way something that lethal could be that accessible and in large amounts.
Well somehow SN is easily accessible if you search on the good words results
 
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gardenhouse

Arcanist
Mar 26, 2026
429
This is rlly informative! This might be a silly question but do I take all 3 combinations at once or what's the routine look like? How long before taking the next combo pill and the next?
I think someone has written a deep analysis of the combination procedure, here is the link

Opioid
People do not always leave specific measurements nor have I kept track of them. All I can say is I've seen people report that they have definitively taken more than what should be a lethal dose, and some of them were opioid naive, and they still reported it here.

You are free to do what you want, but there is a reason that we have a thread called Why ODs Fail Miserably and why this is not recommended. There is a larger chance you will survive than you will not.
opioid itself may not kill you especially if it's just oxycodone, morphine…..

If anyone survives fentanyl, that person might be a superman

It's the combination, of opioid + benzo + sleeping pills, benzodiazepines comes in all form, some for anti anxiety and some for sleep and the illegal one is really potent if mixed with strong opioids.

I believe this method is more peaceful than the majority on this site toward SN.


This guy explained it better

 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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I understand, I'm guessing this wouldn't count towards fent or heroin?
Yes, to clarify, fentanyl and heroin would most likely work for an OD if you can get pure enough stuff.
 
angelkissed

angelkissed

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Jun 8, 2026
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that sucks...
Another cute girl is gonna kill herself
omg are you referring to the white girl on twitter that took her life last month?? Idk if that's what ur talking abt, she's so gorgeous and she reminds me of myself in a lot of ways and she was only a year younger than me. I think she hung herself bc she mentioned in a tweet she lives in the UK and guns aren't accessible so she'll just rope. I've been thinking of that every other day, I'm putting all this effort into a more peaceful death when a 20 year old can just hang herself. It's almost more "noble" and "sad" for other people that way. Hanging is always the most common method among women, I think when you overdose it's less tragic in the eyes of most people, but hanging everybody knows you're suffering and suffocating, it feels almost like an actual murder you're committing on yourself. I think that's why people become more empathetic towards it. Maybe that's just me though. I hope she's at peace now though.

Also yeah I also thought about looks, I've always been skinny with a nice shape, when I'm wearing makeup I look beautiful. I've come to kind of admired my incredibly unique features for the most part, after years of love and admiration by my angel I've been able to feel that sense of beauty and confidence. It's sad my body will decay, the body that was once kissed and held and adored by those I love will deteriorate and all the memories and touches held by my body will no longer exist. But the biggest thing to me is the decaying of my brain. I truly believe there was a time in my life where I was happier than anybody on earth, I literally experienced nirvana, something no drug could ever capture or create. It felt like such a part of me, what I was meant to experience. It was love. True unadulterated love. I've never felt more like a princess in my life. I'll miss those memories more than anything.

Anyways sorry for the ramble
 
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JeyJeyOfJeypore

Member
Jun 4, 2026
339
omg are you referring to the white girl on twitter that took her life last month?? Idk if that's what ur talking abt, she's so gorgeous and she reminds me of myself in a lot of ways and she was only a year younger than me. I think she hung herself bc she mentioned in a tweet she lives in the UK and guns aren't accessible so she'll just rope. I've been thinking of that every other day, I'm putting all this effort into a more peaceful death when a 20 year old can just hang herself. It's almost more "noble" and "sad" for other people that way. Hanging is always the most common method among women, I think when you overdose it's less tragic in the eyes of most people, but hanging everybody knows you're suffering and suffocating, it feels almost like an actual murder you're committing on yourself. I think that's why people become more empathetic towards it. Maybe that's just me though. I hope she's at peace now though.

Also yeah I also thought about looks, I've always been skinny with a nice shape, when I'm wearing makeup I look beautiful. I've come to kind of admired my incredibly unique features for the most part, after years of love and admiration by my angel I've been able to feel that sense of beauty and confidence. It's sad my body will decay, the body that was once kissed and held and adored by those I love will deteriorate and all the memories and touches held by my body will no longer exist. But the biggest thing to me is the decaying of my brain. I truly believe there was a time in my life where I was happier than anybody on earth, I literally experienced nirvana, something no drug could ever capture or create. It felt like such a part of me, what I was meant to experience. It was love. True unadulterated love. I've never felt more like a princess in my life. I'll miss those memories more than anything.

Anyways sorry for the ramble
no. I dont use social media. I just notice certain patterns after spending some time on this site

Though youre probly an exception if there is something phsyically wrong with your brain and it isnt anything else

I hope that was at least carthatic for you
 

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