overcoming SI (failed attempt)

[peewee]

Been trying to go through with fsh a few times now...I get so angry thinking about whats led me here, but I get even more frustrated knowing I will have to keep suffering when I dont do it, even though its other people that pushed me to this point. when I stand at the noose I'm just angry. But I know if I just did it all the pain and suffering would end. It wouldnt matter anymore who did what to me, because I wouldnt be here anymore. Im going to try again, next time Im going to try and think about how I'm not really alone, I feel like you lovely people on SS are with me, becuase we're going through the same thing. And unlike everyone else in my life, I know everyone here would understand and be there with me...trying not to hate myself for not going through with it already. I know theres no rush. I just want it to be over already. I'm going to try again tomorrow, or in a day or two. My windows of opportunity are sporadic. I feel confident fsh will take me out quick. love to you all

 

[Strangerdanger7]

That's how I feel like this tribe clicks. There are a few people out there who understand you. At least you will be free to express what's on our mind. And there is no judgment. Sometimes you find your people.

 

[TheHolySword]

I stared at a cup of SN for 30 minutes before taking it. I get it. I don't know what's worse. The SI, or overcoming it and still being here.

 

[Strangerdanger7]

I'm beginning to think that the only way anyone would succeed would be in Switzerland and with the Pegasus organization. What are your thoughts on it?
Pray someday we are enlightened and we become like their country where we're truly free to make our own medical choices.

I'm beginning to think that the only way anyone would succeed would be in Switzerland and with the Pegasus organization. What are your thoughts on it?
Pray someday we are enlightened and we become like their country where we're truly free to make our own medical choices.

It saddens and depresses me that we are not that free in this country.

 

[elenaboo25]

I'm beginning to think that the only way anyone would succeed would be in Switzerland and with the Pegasus organization. What are your thoughts on it?
Pray someday we are enlightened and we become like their country where we're truly free to make our own medical choices.

It saddens and depresses me that we are not that free in this country.

I think it's difficult to get approved for mental health reasons alone, especially if you're young. But maybe somebody can try and report back?

 

[Strangerdanger7]

This video was informative. Pegasus is that's The only one I have read that deals with the non-terminally ill.