Other reasons to CTB

[ctbsd24]

Obviously a lot of us are here because we are a bit broken - financially, emotionally, spiritually, physically, you name it. I certainly fall into several of those categories. The other day, however, when I was thinking of my CTB reasons, one dawned on me that seems a bit odd. I think I have a morbid curiosity with dying. Like, reason #10 on my list is "to see what comes next". Is it just nothing? An Afterlife? Rebirth? Does anyone else feel this same curiosity?

 

[cohomology]

Personally, I think there is no afterlife or rebirth, just permanent unconsciousness/sleep. So I am not very curious about it since I think I know what it will be. I am also very uncurious about the death process itself but I have to go through it unfortunately.

 

[CantDoIt]

I definitely feel the same curiosity, but I'm not CTBing for the sake of seeing what comes next. I have witnessed people expressing this sort of curiosity and while I find it interesting, I don't think that this would be my reason. In general, my reason would be more based on not experiencing any more pain.

 

[JustAnx]

Not for me, quite the opposite, i feel very anxious about the "big blackout"

Lucky for me, i don't suffer from a chronic physical illness. I'm early 40's and have normal blood pressure, normal cholesterol, no diabetis, my weight is healthy (used to not be) i do smoke a lot tho and i lknow that it's bound to turn into something really bad eventually.
So, perhaps my "other reason" would be, not having to experience a chronic or terminal disease.

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

We all will see what comes next, as we all will die sooner or later. In my opinion the following questions are reasonable: How feels it to die by my choosen method and will I go to hell for suicide.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

No, I don't want to ctb because of finding out what comes next as I already know what comes next. I want to ctb to be free from my pain and to be risk averse in such a way where I will never haveto suffer ever again. I know that death will allow me to never suffer ever again since it's just permanent non existence

 

[LunarLight]

No, not at all. I think there is nothing in death. Why would I be curious of nothingness?

 

[PI3.14]

I believe that matter never cease to exist but it changes forms constantly. I also believe that whatever the fundamental block of matter is, i believe it to be eternal to the past and to the future. For me to exist again is for matter to shape itself into me again. What I basically then believe in, is that I will exist again but I will never know that I existed before.