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NoWayOut015

Caught between black and white
Jun 11, 2023
39
I finally ordered SN, even though I'm not sure how soon I want to use it but I also got scared that it will become unavailable otherwise but I also wonder if it will push me to using it sooner or if I will just have the comfort of having a method around when I need it.
It feels unreal though but I hope everything will go fine with delivery and it will be pure enough.
How did ordering it make you feel?
 
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Unbelonging

On the outside looking in
Jul 17, 2023
65
Never ordered it since I live with my family right now and I'd be worried about one of them finding it before I did, but if I lived alone and ordered it, I would probably be extremely relieved and excited that I finally had it, since I've seen people talking about it and what a good ctb method it is for such a long time. I'd be happy that I finally had a completely reliable method that I could just use whenever I wanted
 
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deomlez

Not english native speaker. Ctb is my life.
May 19, 2023
330
I would like to order also, but i m not alone (but there is mailbox) and i have to wait before ctb. So if it expires i will have lost it and it will be hard to take it on me.
 
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アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
2,199
I haven't ordered it yet since i'm still living with family. Could you maybe send me the source that you bought it from in pms for me to use in the future. I'm not sure if thats against the rules but if it is then i understand.
 
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NoWayOut015

Caught between black and white
Jun 11, 2023
39
It's a European source and I first wanna make sure everything goes well with my own order
 
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jessisme

Specialist
Dec 3, 2022
383
I was excited and relieved once the package got here but then I became very scared and anxious around the package and didn't want to deal with it so I have it sitting at the bottom of a laundry basket at the foot of my bed. xo, j
 

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