Help I’m nervous I’m committing soon

[luna674]

Hey everyone I'm going to take sn soon I'm nervous though I don't know if I can do it on the coach or if I'm I should lock myself up in a room the only problem is that the room I can lock myself in isn't as comfortable as the sofa.im scared of being found before I pass also it's possible in might have seziures or make some noise and my moms sleeping right now. Does anyone know how long sn takes?
Update I did some cleaning I feel like im ready.i feel really sad it just sucks my life everything I want to be over I have everything I need to go through with it. It's still so difficult to just DO IT.my stomach kinda hurtsts probably cause I've been fasting

 

[gothbird]

Takes anywhere from 30-60 mins in most cases. You will likely be unconscious by about 15mins. Could put a sign on your door just to not come in and to call the police. Maybe a door under the handle. Put on some music in the background with all your favourite songs to make you comfortable and to cover some of the passing away sounds.

Its okay to be afraid and it's okay to change your mind. There is no rush. Be kind to yourself and your time. The stars are out there and you can join then whenever you feel ready!
Also remember: Methylene Blue! At no point is it wrong to want to stop. Call am ambulance, say you need methylene blue.

 

[peacebenow]

it can take anywhere between 40 mins to 4 hours. thinking of you. wishing you ease.

 

[luna674]

Takes anywhere from 30-60 mins in most cases. You will likely be unconscious by about 15mins. Could put a sign on your door just to not come in and to call the police. Maybe a door under the handle. Put on some music in the background with all your favourite songs to make you comfortable and to cover some of the passing away sounds.

Its okay to be afraid and it's okay to change your mind. There is no rush. Be kind to yourself and your time. The stars are out there and you can join then whenever you feel ready!
Also remember: Methylene Blue! At no point is it wrong to want to stop. Call am ambulance, say you need methylene blue.

it can take anywhere between 40 mins to 4 hours. thinking of you. wishing you ease.

Thank you guys so much this means a lot and helps me feel a little less alone.

 

[isthisthingon]

it can take anywhere between 40 mins to 4 hours. thinking of you. wishing you ease.

4 hours is crazy. I know it's accurate, but imagine what that's like. I wonder if a person that takes 4 hours means they would be conscious longer.

 

[luna674]

4 hours is crazy. I know it's accurate, but imagine what that's like. I wonder if a person that takes 4 hours means they would be conscious longer.

Yeah it's not worth the risk.

 

[isthisthingon]

Yeah it's not worth the risk.

So you're second guessing the use of SN? No shame in that. I've backed out from an attempt, got as far as mixing the cocktail and couldn't drink.