Ordered SN to my house and now scared

[devin44]

When in a incredibly panicked and dissociated place a couple of weeks ago I ordered SN to the house I live in with my parents, as partial didn't seem to be working (with several attempts) and I couldn't see another way out. I'm only currently processing what this means, as my folks are of course on high alert, knowing that I'm going through an unbearably tough time and my mum has found alcohol in a 'secret' place in my room. I'm hugely scared that one of my parents could intercept the package, not knowing what it is, and cause themselves serious harm. Is the only way around this to be home when it arrives? I'm not sure it's possible to cancel now.

 

[juraviel]

well it's a delivery of a package of course you can cancel. call the courier company. although i can't imagine your parents would open and ingest something that they have no idea what it is. if it's in the original packaging, it will have death symbols on it too.