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3FailedAttemptss

3FailedAttemptss

trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
364
Ill let y'all know if it gets stuck in customs or if it arrives. Im so excited, hope this will be the last time I have to order SN and it doesnt get confiscated TwT Im on vacation right now so it should arrive during my vacation so once I get home Ill have one heck of a gift waiting for me in the mailbox ^-^

I just can't wait for it all to be over.
 
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zxcvbn3857

Member
Jul 23, 2026
15
Can you give any hints?
 
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Die.A.Ria

Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined everything
Jul 17, 2026
276
To the UK?
 
Ultimatefighter

Ultimatefighter

Earth is hell
Jun 6, 2026
189
What BH stands for?
 
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aunaltravita

maybe in the next life
Jul 22, 2026
79
Bro, can I ask you if u have any updates? Did they give you a tracking number?
 
gentarouhongou

gentarouhongou

😿
Jun 7, 2026
51
Question to the people in the thread: why are y'all interested in buying from HB? I'm aware MiC is very popular and easy to access. I'm just curios to know the reasons as to why you're looking for different sources? Are there concerns regarding MiC that I'm unaware of?
Also, best of luck to you OP. I hope you find peace <3
 
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aunaltravita

maybe in the next life
Jul 22, 2026
79
Question to the people in the thread: why are y'all interested in buying from HB? I'm aware MiC is very popular and easy to access. I'm just curios to know the reasons as to why you're looking for different sources? Are there concerns regarding MiC that I'm unaware of?
Also, best of luck to you OP. I hope you find peace <3
I live in a country where selling SN is limited to businesses/laboratories with a proven use of it, also, MiC ships from overseas meaning that there's a higher chance getting stopped in costums.

That's why I'd prefer HB (DSL)
 
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gentarouhongou

gentarouhongou

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Jun 7, 2026
51
I live in a country where selling SN is limited to businesses/laboratories with a proven use of it, also, MiC ships from overseas meaning that there's a higher chance getting stopped in costums.

That's why I'd prefer HB (DSL)
Oh I see, that makes sense. Thanks for your reply :)
 
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aunaltravita

maybe in the next life
Jul 22, 2026
79
SN is really painless?
Following the protocol (see for the resource thread pinned about SN), you should CTB in a really peaceful way. I've read countless threads (failed/successfull) and the most pain seems to be related to people trying a little bit of it (don't do it) or people not following the protocol and failing.

But, honestly, there is no "painless" method as of today cause regulation is a bitch so it's either:

1) suffer a little and ctb (SN, Full Hanging, but pain tolerance is relative)
2) be ready to prepare for hours and CTB with probably severe health consequences in case of failure (CO, Partial Hanging etc)
3) Just do it! (jumping, train, firearm)

There is no guarantee tho, SN can fail if not following protocol just like the others, even falling can fail, Full hanging seems the most reliable as of now if you are not saved.

SI is really the hardest thing to overcome, if you're really determined to do it you'll do it, regardless of the pain.
 
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3FailedAttemptss

trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
364
Still no tracking number QwQ
 
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Disabledfromjump7

Disabledfromjump7

This should never have happened.
Jul 27, 2026
101
Following the protocol (see for the resource thread pinned about SN), you should CTB in a really peaceful way. I've read countless threads (failed/successfull) and the most pain seems to be related to people trying a little bit of it (don't do it) or people not following the protocol and failing.

But, honestly, there is no "painless" method as of today cause regulation is a bitch so it's either:

1) suffer a little and ctb (SN, Full Hanging, but pain tolerance is relative)
2) be ready to prepare for hours and CTB with probably severe health consequences in case of failure (CO, Partial Hanging etc)
3) Just do it! (jumping, train, firearm)

There is no guarantee tho, SN can fail if not following protocol just like the others, even falling can fail, Full hanging seems the most reliable as of now if you are not saved.

SI is really the hardest thing to overcome, if you're really determined to do it you'll do it, regardless of the pain.
Things do fail. I know. I estimate I fell 100 ft. I did not expect to survive.
 
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Cauliflour

Cauliflour

I'm the doodler, I make terrible doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
841
It'll be strange if you do decide to leave: your account was one of the first that I recognised across multiple threads when I first joined, but I won't tell you how to live your life so you do you.
 
Golden

Golden

Member
Nov 16, 2023
75
Still no tracking number? I have the website but I'm wondering is he actually delivering anymore.
 
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aunaltravita

maybe in the next life
Jul 22, 2026
79
Still no tracking number? I have the website but I'm wondering is he actually delivering anymore.
He assured me that he did anything he could to make things go smoother and without hussle now, but, from August 7 I still didn't get any tracking code or update regarding my order
 
Golden

Golden

Member
Nov 16, 2023
75
He assured me that he did anything he could to make things go smoother and without hussle now, but, from August 7 I still didn't get any tracking code or update regarding my order
Thank you for the info. Been following closely all the threads about his new site and so far seems like nobody has received even a tracking code. Not looking very promising unfortunately
 
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aunaltravita

maybe in the next life
Jul 22, 2026
79
Thank you for the info. Been following closely all the threads about his new site and so far seems like nobody has received even a tracking code. Not looking very promising unfortunately
Yeah, that's why I'm going to order from MiC too once I convince them, I dont want to even reach september
 
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Golden

Member
Nov 16, 2023
75
Yeah, that's why I'm going to order from MiC too once I convince them, I dont want to even reach september
I'm thinking about that as well but it just feels so uncomfortable... There's been threads here about some vendors sharing other buyers' personal info to a potential new buyer to convince them that they are actually shipping and delivering the product. In general just feels so uncomfortable buying from a random vendor that I don't know if anyone else has bought from. At least HB (or back in the day he was called M) has a long record of delivering reliably.
 
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aunaltravita

maybe in the next life
Jul 22, 2026
79
I'm thinking about that as well but it just feels so uncomfortable... There's been threads here about some vendors sharing other buyers' personal info to a potential new buyer to convince them that they are actually shipping and delivering the product. In general just feels so uncomfortable buying from a random vendor that I don't know if anyone else has bought from. At least HB (or back in the day he was called M) has a long record of delivering reliably.
Even if that happens, what would change honestly? In the end, people with same names exists all over the world, I doubt they actually give out the whole info, just maybe something related like: this buyer from your same country bough too...
 
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Risingsadness

Member
Aug 2, 2026
12
Following the protocol (see for the resource thread pinned about SN), you should CTB in a really peaceful way. I've read countless threads (failed/successfull) and the most pain seems to be related to people trying a little bit of it (don't do it) or people not following the protocol and failing.

But, honestly, there is no "painless" method as of today cause regulation is a bitch so it's either:

1) suffer a little and ctb (SN, Full Hanging, but pain tolerance is relative)
2) be ready to prepare for hours and CTB with probably severe health consequences in case of failure (CO, Partial Hanging etc)
3) Just do it! (jumping, train, firearm)

There is no guarantee tho, SN can fail if not following protocol just like the others, even falling can fail, Full hanging seems the most reliable as of now if you are not saved.

SI is really the hardest thing to overcome, if you're really determined to do it you'll do it, regardless of the pain.
I'm terrified that I will screw it up. I don't think I can get SN or good d**gs in the U.S. so the only thing I really can do is gnu and I saw pictures of people who messed that up and I just know I'd be one of them so I live in this horrible limbo of wanting to be gone but being too scared to try the one way I could maybe do it.
 
imagonner

imagonner

Member
Aug 9, 2026
67
I'm terrified that I will screw it up. I don't think I can get SN or good d**gs in the U.S. so the only thing I really can do is gnu and I saw pictures of people who messed that up and I just know I'd be one of them so I live in this horrible limbo of wanting to be gone but being too scared to try the one way I could maybe do it.
if i had access to gun, id shoot the heart. ive seen plenty of horror stories of ppl trying to shoot themselves in the head going terribly wrong...
 
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fitoo5999

Experienced
Jul 23, 2026
239
I live in a country where selling SN is limited to businesses/laboratories with a proven use of it, also, MiC ships from overseas meaning that there's a higher chance getting stopped in costums.

That's why I'd prefer HB (DSL)
True I would have love to find it cause I am North of America but I have ordered on mic anyway.
 
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zuedireddi

Member
Aug 12, 2026
6
Please can some one hint or give away what HB is for the love of god. I beg y'all.
 
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