Resource Ordered and waiting for SN and meds, but can't rely on the source so I need an alternative source

[Kalista]

My main method is now gone and so I'm resorting to SN. I've ordered from a source that's been talked about quite a bit here and it's taking longer than expected even with the paid express shipping method. The last day for delivery of the product was supposed to be yesterday, but it looks like they twisted the information. Instead it *leaves the country* and reaches customs to be transferred by the 12th at the latest. So now I'm waiting for it for it to be delivered within the next extra two weeks.

I don't know what to expect from this source and would like an alternative and trusted one if someone can share that with me through a private message. I'm from the US.
I'm expecting a welfare check as well so having a secondary source will help in order to continue with my plan.

So please, I need assistance as this has gone on for far too long especially that my main method is now unavailable to me. I don't want to keep living like this and just want a peaceful enough exit.

 

[Argo]

I don't think people can just recommend methods, it's pretty personal. It makes the most sense to just consider what your situation is in life, what you can access reasonably and what you can't, what each method would look like for you. I know how exhausting this is when many people are suffering too much to even function with basic life maintenance let alone something as daunting as a method

Unfortunately our world doesn't make a peaceful exit a straightforward thing. I think many more people would be gone if it did

 

[Kalista]

I don't think people can just recommend methods, it's pretty personal. It makes the most sense to just consider what your situation is in life, what you can access reasonably and what you can't, what each method would look like for you. I know how exhausting this is when many people are suffering too much to even function with basic life maintenance let alone something as daunting as a method

Unfortunately our world doesn't make a peaceful exit a straightforward thing. I think many more people would be gone if it did

I'm not asking for a method recommendation as I already know what I want and need to do. I'm looking for an alternative source/company for SN since the one I purchased from has a chance of scamming you or being intercepted by the authorities because of how it's packaged based on some people's responses on here.

A lot of the sources here are kept secret to protect it and others just don't want to share it because they would feel responsible for someone's life. It's a fucked situation when you think about it because you just want an out just like them yet you can't because information is being held from you. I don't really know what else I can do to ensure that I can be trusted on here. I've been attempting with a gun for the past three months but couldn't fully pull the trigger due to how violent it is and messy result on top of my SI. Unfortunately reasons that bothers me enough to not go through with it.

So I'm here for a more peaceful method where brain matter won't splatter all over the walls after the attempt. I would like to leave already.

 

[Argo]

I see now, okay. You want an alternative source and not a method. That's just a matter of striking up private conversations I would say. A useful approach no matter what level of suffering one is experiencing is to temper urgency, because urgency isn't usually what helps an exit but rather what can prevent it.

 

[uniqueusername4]

@Kalista did you end up getting the sn or a wellness check? Mine is on the way and I am curious

 

[Kalista]

@Kalista did you end up getting the sn or a wellness check? Mine is on the way and I am curious

Delivered to me without any problems.