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Roehannta

Roehannta

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Sep 22, 2018
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An antiemetic IS an anti-nausea med. So Promethazine is an antiemetic.

https://en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Toxification/Antiemetic_regimen

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/10918098
i.e. Promethazine is NOT the same as Prochlorperazine (despite them both ending in "zine" that tricked me for a bit until I did a bit of googling before potentially giving you the wrong info)

I used to take 25mg Promethazine and it did zilch for my nausea (everyday nausea, not OD nausea). As does Zofran but I have a tolerance. I bought Primperan (Metoclopramide) on ebay for $20.99 (I'm in US) but I believe the price has gone up as the seller has noticed a spike in buyers since I posted the link lol. It came from greece, and it arrived in 10 days with the customs label of "vitamins" no problems whatsoever. Though all the instructions are very literally in Greek lol.
So I need a Greek translator, actually I have a friend at work who speaks what ever language that is. Greek , Latin I don't know. So I need to go to eBay. I don't know. If I tell my doctor that the promethezine isn't doing shit and ask for this more than likely he'll give it to me. Primperan is what I need . And honestly the promethezine is not working like it used to. It used to work real well with the opioids but not really anymore. I've got ulcerative colitis and other stuff I'm still learning about. But the UV has kicked my ass the last 4 years. In 2016 I had about 12 inches of my large intestine removed and that was not fun. And it's acting up again pretty bad. So if I ask for the change in med I'm pretty sure I can get it. Just have to remember it and right now I'm about half alsleep and half fucked up. Ok let me copy and paste this stuff. Ok mission accomplished
 
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Duqu

Duqu

Curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!
Aug 27, 2018
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So I need a Greek translator, actually I have a friend at work who speaks what ever language that is. Greek , Latin I don't know. So I need to go to eBay. I don't know. If I tell my doctor that the promethezine isn't doing shit and ask for this more than likely he'll give it to me. Primperan is what I need . And honestly the promethezine is not working like it used to. It used to work real well with the opioids but not really anymore. I've got ulcerative colitis and other stuff I'm still learning about. But the UV has kicked my ass the last 4 years. In 2016 I had about 12 inches of my large intestine removed and that was not fun. And it's acting up again pretty bad. So if I ask for the change in med I'm pretty sure I can get it. Just have to remember it and right now I'm about half alsleep and half fucked up. Ok let me copy and paste this stuff. Ok mission accomplished

You don't need to know greek to order it from the Ebay user. The box says "Primperan 20 10mg tablets" clearly on it, then it's got a lot in braille (which you don't need to learn either lol) and yeah the back/instructions are in Greek but you're not planning on following the instructions are you?
 
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Swisher

Swisher

Black as coal
Sep 9, 2018
388
I vomited next time I'm taking a anti sickness drug
Miss clefable, Hi. I just never saw you before. I also heard that Compazine what is not a dopamine inhibitor...but it is...right? Why can't people get their hands on it? Well, first, it is, isn't it? Better late than never
 
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Dani Paradox

Dani Paradox

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Aug 17, 2018
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Be careful with opiods. It's not uncommon to end up with brain damage. It might not slow down you're breathing enough to kill you, but rather deprive your brain of oxygen and you'll wake up totally brain dead. It happens. Careful with this method.
 
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Swisher

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Sep 9, 2018
388
Be careful with opiods. It's not uncommon to end up with brain damage. It might not slow down you're breathing enough to kill you, but rather deprive your brain of oxygen and you'll wake up totally brain dead. It happens. Careful with this method.
I know. I'm scared. I wanted to Take clonidine too..why not get the blood pressure nice and low with something that pumps up the methadone volume. I wanted to get sleepy first, so I gave it a trial run. I couldn't have been even close to a double dose, less than an hour in??...and I got so sick I could no longer stand it. I was so nauseas...I waited and was still up vomiting in the morning. I finally went to The hospital, it's glaucoma.GLAUCOMA?!! I'm now nearly blind in my right eye. REALLY? It was missed 5 times until another hospital found it. Yay! (Gimme a break). But now, more ready to go than ever. I've got Methadone I think I'll only Take 35 , 10mg, ...nice & long-acting. Valium I'd like that to slow My breathing, but know it will only kill Me if I stuff my mouth full of them, accidentally inhale one and choke to death, but I'm hoping 35 Methadone will slow My breathing...I don't want to Take 60 in case it doesn't do Me in, then, Compazine - a little dopamine inhibitor (i feel sick all the time anyway now). Last but not least I thought why not bring some charcoal inside...my own home, nothing to catch fire i just finished my kitchen! Any advise? What do you think? I cannot stand any other method unless someone would just push me of a cliff already!! Btw, did something happen that you witnessed or did you just watch and hear the same horrors I did. Awful, but I feel stuck... ( and I'm already brain dead)
 
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Arak

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Sep 21, 2018
1,176
Be careful with opiods. It's not uncommon to end up with brain damage. It might not slow down you're breathing enough to kill you, but rather deprive your brain of oxygen and you'll wake up totally brain dead. It happens. Careful with this method.
Honestly, my fear with N because of my messed up CNS and massive benzo (k) tolerance.
 
Swisher

Swisher

Black as coal
Sep 9, 2018
388
Honestly, my fear with N because of my messed up CNS and massive benzo (k) tolerance.
I actually got STUCK in a hospital and they refused to give me both methadone and valium?? Is that not illegal? They brought me to detox? (I was having a stroke). Now I wasn't taking tons but I taper off almost every month. I was lucky and surprised, I got off both myself and easily...but THAT'S ILLEGAL - to just take someone off a drug that could cause death?! I will be suing! I also have a lovely central nervous system disorder and think I'll be the first one with tardive dyskinesia (EPS) and they tried to put me on something else that's relatively new and gives all kinda of EPS warnings? WHAT were the thinking? Waiting for withdrawal? I really don't know. I trust pharmacists not doctors. BUT that is my worst nightmare. I get a prescription for these horrible headaches now -Butalbital?! Why would N be worse ( or better?) I could easily save up butalbital ( only it kills my migraines), but I worry about EPS . it also turns out the best treatment for RSD ( my disorder) is ketamine infusions. Go figure...I just want to ctb! Is that what you're thinking? EPS? I don't know what to do anymore
 
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Arak

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Sep 21, 2018
1,176
@Swisher ,

No it's just that respiratory depression, causing CNS damage to an already comromised CNS and surviving ... all kinds of horrors would be possible. Being able to get to a hospital or not, ...
 
Swisher

Swisher

Black as coal
Sep 9, 2018
388
@Swisher ,

No it's just that respiratory depression, causing CNS damage to an already comromised CNS and surviving ... all kinds of horrors would be possible. Being able to get to a hospital or not, ...
Oh God. No. That is scary. I'm sorry. I keep getting the most incredibly deadly things and skate right thru them. I keep wondering, if there are a lot of really good people who'd like to live, I could donate perfectly good organs. I hope you feel okay some days. I do
 
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Swisher

Swisher

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Sep 9, 2018
388
You don't need to know greek to order it from the Ebay user. The box says "Primperan 20 10mg tablets" clearly on it, then it's got a lot in braille (which you don't need to learn either lol) and yeah the back/instructions are in Greek but you're not planning on following the instructions are you?
And complete!
 
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Swisher

Swisher

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Sep 9, 2018
388
You don't need to know greek to order it from the Ebay user. The box says "Primperan 20 10mg tablets" clearly on it, then it's got a lot in braille (which you don't need to learn either lol) and yeah the back/instructions are in Greek but you're not planning on following the instructions are you?
Maybe.I could learn Greek.
.can't spell it but could learn it
 
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LostitAll

LostitAll

Member
Oct 30, 2018
51
Heroin overdose would definitely be the way I would
want to go. It's hard to find people who deal it here
and a bit expensive. I'm hanging myself instead.
I just wish I had the balls to do it sooner than later.
I want out of the life game!
 
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AnonJ

Member
Oct 22, 2018
9
It 100% depends on your tolerance. I was a heroin addict for a little more than a decade and after awhile that amount would have probably just kept from getting sick, nevermind actually getting high and definitely not able to kill me. I've been sober for a little more than 4 years now, so it would probably kill me now... maybe, but like I said it all depends on your tolerance. I've definitely done 3+ bundles of dope (1 bundle = 14 bags, 1 bag is the equivalent of about 20-30mg of oxycodone, so somewhere close to the equivalent of 840mg to 1260mg of oxy/roxy in a day and sometimes more) and 30-40 2mg Xannies in a day before, probably with a couple 20 bags of hard (crack) along with it and I survived. Anyway, I am very grateful to be sober now-a-days, I am in a better place now than I once was (at my worst I was homeless for nearly 2 years) even if I am still irrationally depressed at times.
 
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LostitAll

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Oct 30, 2018
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It 100% depends on your tolerance. I was a heroin addict for a little more than a decade and after awhile that amount would have probably just kept from getting sick, nevermind actually getting high and definitely not able to kill me. I've been sober for a little more than 4 years now, so it would probably kill me now... maybe, but like I said it all depends on your tolerance. I've definitely done 3+ bundles of dope (1 bundle = 14 bags, 1 bag is the equivalent of about 20-30mg of oxycodone, so somewhere close to the equivalent of 840mg to 1260mg of oxy/roxy in a day and sometimes more) and 30-40 2mg Xannies in a day before, probably with a couple 20 bags of hard (crack) along with it and I survived. Anyway, I am very grateful to be sober now-a-days, I am in a better place now than I once was (at my worst I was homeless for nearly 2 years) even if I am still irrationally depressed at times.


Holy shit! Where were you when I used to get high? I would have been your best friend ;)
I loved heroin, but just a bit too intense for my tastes. Xanax was definitely my go to for
escape. The withdrawals were excruciating though.
 
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AnonJ

Member
Oct 22, 2018
9
Holy shit! Where were you when I used to get high? I would have been your best friend ;)
I loved heroin, but just a bit too intense for my tastes. Xanax was definitely my go to for
escape. The withdrawals were excruciating though.

Mostly in a major North American city on the eastern coast of the country. Although sometimes elsewhere around the country either picking beets, catching tuna/salmon or trimming when I was homeless and being a hobo, riding freight trains.
 
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