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autonecrotic

autonecrotic

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May 15, 2026
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so, last night i ingested 12 1 mg Xanax bars (Farmas) and drank one beer. i honestly did not think and knew that it probably would not be enough to stop my breathing and as you can guess, i am still here. i dont really have anymore money at this moment so i would have to wait to get more Xanax, but i do have access to a HUGE amount of Gabapentin 300 mg. im wondering if there is any other otc medication that i could take with the Gapapentin and drink myself into oblivion and if that might work, or would it simply cause the unwanted symptoms of vomiting and extreme stomach cramps, etc? or should i maybe just wait to get the 30 xans (would be about a week or two of waiting which is wildly unideal) and combine it with about 3,000+ mg of the gabapentin if that would do it the way i want it to happen better. i basically just want to ingest everything and fall unconscious and go that way. im unsure if it will cause any vomiting which id like to avoid. my main goal here is respiratory failure. let me know any thoughts please!!
 
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