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femcelloser

femcelloser

Transgender thing
Jan 18, 2025
163
Man my life's gotten pathetic. It's impossible for me to experience joy in any situation. I'm a leech and have a constant void in my heart. But I really really really like RuneScape! I think I've put more effort into my rs account then anything else in my life ever. It's just kinda sad lol
 
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getoutgirl

getoutgirl

<3
Mar 17, 2025
384
I feel you. That void sucks and drains you out of every bit of joy. I spent like 500+ hours or smth in fallout shelter just playing dolls with the dwellers and making up stories. It may sound sad yeah but I'd just cling to whatever joy I can squeeze out of what otherwise is just misery. Waiting for Tears of the Kingdom also kept me going for like over a year, pretty much single handedly. If videogames can do that then fuck it I take it. I'm sure your runescape account is neat and worth it if it brings you any joy.
 
femcelloser

femcelloser

Transgender thing
Jan 18, 2025
163
I feel you. That void sucks and drains you out of every bit of joy. I spent like 500+ hours or smth in fallout shelter just playing dolls with the dwellers and making up stories. It may sound sad yeah but I'd just cling to whatever joy I can squeeze out of what otherwise is just misery. Waiting for Tears of the Kingdom also kept me going for like over a year, pretty much single handedly. If videogames can do that then fuck it I take it. I'm sure your runescape account is neat and worth it if it brings you any joy.
I had a coworker that borrowed my copy of totk, me and my family had to emergency move and I never got my game back lmaoooo 😭😭 I miss that game
 
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LastNite

LastNite

Hi
Mar 31, 2025
275
I relate, I play cs2 everyday lol Im not like a loser well maybe I am but I still take care of myself im not on it 24/7 but I have gotten addicted to it. I feel the need to play it to feel a bit better. Sometimes u meet actual losers who are racist and homophobic 24/7 on the game and it makes u feel shit but sometimes u meet like those old fathers that are just chilling and talking to u and dudes who play without taking it seriously. Im horrible at the game but either ways I got no other game to play. I also managed to gamble 90 bucks and lost it all. This was a bit before I ever wanted to seriously die so I regret it I couldve used the money in a better way.
 
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Paraskas

New Member
Mar 12, 2025
4
Man my life's gotten pathetic. It's impossible for me to experience joy in any situation. I'm a leech and have a constant void in my heart. But I really really really like RuneScape! I think I've put more effort into my rs account then anything else in my life ever. It's just kinda sad lol
sameeee im just waiting for and trying out updates on games im playing and some mobile apps, most enjoyable thing abt my life rn
 
onmywaytothebusstop

onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
230
Same. I want to play the upcoming remake of oblivion, the next gta and elder scrolls but who knows if ill make it until then
 
femcelloser

femcelloser

Transgender thing
Jan 18, 2025
163
Same. I want to play the upcoming remake of oblivion, the next gta and elder scrolls but who knows if ill make it until then
I don't think anyone will live to see the release of elder scrolls 6 lol
 
NewtBoy

NewtBoy

Member
Nov 7, 2023
21
I gotta be here to play Doom: The Dark Ages lol.
 
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nails

Harry Callahan
Feb 12, 2023
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it's really nice that you have something that brings you joy and i hope it will continue to be a source of joy for you. this world is horrible and filled with so much suffering. simply existing is a chore; so, it's valid to cherish any little thing that makes existing more tolerable. i don't think it's fair for you to call yourself/your life pathetic because you find joy in something like a video game—it was created to be an escape.

anyway, i hope things improve for you overall. i'll be wishing you the best
 

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