only reason I’m living is because it’s too painful and traumatic to die

[vinvini]

I wanna kill myself because of financial problems (aka I spent 5 entire paychecks) but I don't have the heart to spend 200 on KN … wtf is wrong with me

I watched videos of people hanging themselves on WPD, but it was incredibly distressing to me. gas is also a no because I don't want to harm bystanders or first responders. jumping and overdosing on opioids doesn't seem to work out (I have Vicodin but it doesn't seem to be enough to die). It's not even like I want to live, I just don't have it in my to die. but I feel so horrible and distressed by how much I've spent I don't even know what to do

 

[timf]

Some of us that have made foolish financial choices and have paid a price for it, can come to develop the self discipline to manage money more carefully because of painful consequences. I had some friends who started a business that failed and they had to declare bankruptcy. They discovered that afterwards they had good credit because they couldn't declare bankruptcy again for seven years.

 

[Shiitake]

Some of us that have made foolish financial choices and have paid a price for it, can come to develop the self discipline to manage money more carefully because of painful consequences. I had some friends who started a business that failed and they had to declare bankruptcy. They discovered that afterwards they had good credit because they couldn't declare bankruptcy again for seven years.

Anyone else who'd rather live under a rock than see their accumulated debt? turned from a non problem into a massive problem, call me stupid