Venting Only non-existence is ideal, I think it’s always preferable to not exist

[FuneralCry]

I've always wished for non-existence and it's what I very strongly believe lies awaiting for us after we are finally gone, to me the only relief lies in being unaware of everything, of being unable to suffer and being incapable of experiencing existence. It just sounds so ideal for everything to be forgotten about instead of feeling dread for what lies ahead and being aware of how truly hopeless existing is.

The existence of life was the most tragic and horrible mistake, the state of existence could never be desirable and I see it as being a curse having the ability to exist here in a world filled with endless suffering, and it's true that existing will just get worse as time goes on, as one continues to delay the inevitable, slowly dying, waiting for death.

All that humans are destined for is to suffer, decay and eventually lose themselves to death. Existence truly is terrifying because of the potential for extreme torture but as well as that it's just futile, burdensome and unnecessary, I find it tiring simply just existing and all of this is why suicide will always be a perfectly logical option and it's just so inhumane how suicide is purposely made so difficult for us, as to me it's always preferable to cease existing. Existence is the true problem that can only be solved by death as without existence one cannot suffer.

 

[Lulzacruel]

non-existence is always the best option. if you aren't around to experience life then what is there to miss if you dont know who you even are?

i personally like to live as i still have a lot to do but i'd be lying if i said that i didnt think about it once in a while every now and then.

 

[Kasumi]

I wouldn't use such a strong word such as "destined".
There are those people that have truly great lives, you may say they're "destined" to be happy.
And there are others who are plagued with misfortune and or illness, you might say they're"destined" to suffer.
But personally I think that's just probability.
Just as most people have their ups and downs in life, there will be people who only have ups, people who only have downs, people that get old, people that die before they turn 20.

It's an easy thing to accept when you're just somewhere in the middle and up, but to me it feels more like life screwed me over,.. like there is nothing I myself did to end up like this, but it happened.
But ultimately I think that's exactly what life and probability are, no one said they were fair,.. just how cruel this really is we usually only realise after living for quiet some years.

But anyway, that's just my take on it.