Venting only constant in life in pain

[iLikeFrogs]

I've been thinking lately and it made me realize that no matter what I do, I'll always be in unbearable pain. I have grown even more detached from reality and at this point, I had lost days worth of memories because of this and my shitty memory. I don't know what to do anymore- anything that used to bring me joy is too painful to indulge in and has lost its sparkle. Guess that now I'm just waiting until I'll gathered enough strength to try to ctb again. I'm just tired of everything now.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so tired of suffering, existence really is too cruel and it sounds like you've suffered a lot. But anyway best wishes.