One slip.

[nextstepdeath]

It's so easy to make one fatal mistake, one fatal slip up and you become regarded in life as totally mentally ill, unhinged, psychotic, terrifying and then you become a pariah, ostracised and avoided and isolated, disturbed and warped into nothingness and death. I am in the darkness, I am in the gutter, I am in exile, I am in the pit, I am in the wilderness, I am in hell, I am to be avoided. There is no light or life to live for when you are stuck with this, caught underneath this, trapped with this and the way your health is gone, the way the world has completely turned on you, the way there is no way back. When I lose my parents I will unravel further but for now I'm unravelling at the speed of light