one of these days i'm gonna write an elaborate CTB plan, spend hours perfecting it

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step by step down to the last detail.
i intend to spend an entire sunday or saturday on it, probably.
including detailed instructions on each of my chosen methods.
because i will be having back up methods in case the first one fails.

and then i can quickly jump to the next method.

first choice method will probably be hanging, possibly mixed with xanax or something to make me pass out in the noose.

2nd, maybe drowning... i mean from a bridge, possibly. with strapped weight on my body.
maybe a backpack with a lot of rocks or whatever heavy things to make it harder to swim.

and so on and so on.
when i figure it all out tho, it's gonna be a lot more detailed