One last question, goodbye

[celest]

Hey guys. If I don't pussy out tonight is it. My question, when should I have benzo? I'm doing stat dose meto 40mins before. Paracetamol 2hrs bfore. Thanks. Please pray I make an easy pass and don't fail. Please.

 

[zenirsar]

Have you tried taking benzos before? I would take it 5 minutes before the SN, some people take it right after the SN. It depends on you.

 

[celest]

Thanks.Yes, 1mg xanax kicked in pretty fast and after about two hours effects dissolved.

 

[Adûnâi]

Safe travels, @celest!

 

[DeadNotSleeping]

Best of luck. Hopefully you're at peace soon.

 

[celest]

Thanks guys I fear if my scale isn't accurate. The sn felt like it was too much. It's around 1tbs-20g would that be accurate? The water looks very little in comparison. It seems I'll be drinking a very dense solution

 

[zenirsar]

Thanks guys I fear if my scale isn't accurate. The sn felt like it was too much. It's around 1tbs-20g would that be accurate? The water looks very little in comparison. It seems I'll be drinking a very dense solution

Yes, it's supposed to be dense. Make sure that all of SN is dissolved. Good luck!

 

[celest]

Any song recommendations before I leave? Don't got much time left

 

[lastboyscout]

seems like we are talking about a travel for some holidays lol
Celestem have u drink already ? do u feel anything?

.

 

[r0m4nti_b0n3s]

Any song recommendations before I leave? Don't got much time left

before i go by billie eillish- i always listened to this when i was down. wishing you peace.

 

[lastboyscout]

or my sweet lord George Harrison

 

[DeadNotSleeping]

Any song recommendations before I leave? Don't got much time left

Vienna - Billy Joel

 

[LostSoul1965]

seems like we are talking about a travel for some holidays lol
Celestem have u drink already ? do u feel anything?

where can can get that SN stuff . im in UE

Please refrain from asking questions and for sources in a good bye thread.It's not a good idea.

Any song recommendations before I leave? Don't got much time left

Good luck and may you have safe travels,peace and the happiness you deserve.

Any song recommendations before I leave? Don't got much time left

Good luck and may you have safe travels,peace and the happiness you deserve.

 

[celest]

Had meto, listening to y'alls songs

 

[lastboyscout]

seems like we are talking about a travel for some holidays lol
Celestem have u drink already ? do u feel anything?

where can can get that SN stuff . im in UE

g questions and for sources in a good bye thread.It's not a good idea.

Im not sure if u are correct. Asking what u are feeling is a question about she she is feeling pain. At least she knows someone is talking to here.. Better than say nothing and leaver speak alone

Anyway can help with the questions?

Had meto, listening to y'alls songs

Maybe i will meet u soon ;)

And the Lord

 

[davidtorez]

Had meto, listening to y'alls songs

Hope it all works out the way you planned. You have more courage than me that's for sure .

 

[celest]

Hope it all works out the way you planned. You have more courage than me that's for sure .

Thank you. I still can't keep myself from getting sad when others show suicidal desire. I feel so happy that I'm at this point, but I still can't wish it for anyone. The irony of the human I guess. All I wish for this world is to have more love, for people to be kind and not inflict suffering on others.

 

[divinemistress36]

Peace on your journey <3

 

[BlackEyedDog]

I'm sorry your pain and suffering has brought you here. If you should change your mind, that would be okay too. In case you feel u might need medical attention, doesn't hurt to write down what you took and that methylene blue would be needed for emergency services to administer. i wish the world was kinder too

(Do You Realize? by The Flaming Lips)

 

[celest]

Took 3mg xanax, mixed sn, I feel sleepy n scared

 

[Zaphkiel]

[Edited by mod] OP please ignore the questions and users that may be looking for answers for their own purposes. We're with you. Hoping you're ok in your endeavor, whatever it May be in the end

 

[maniac116]

I hope your transition is smooth & painless & in the end that you find a place of peace & love

 

[sweetcreep]

i hope you find peace it's going to be ok

 

[davidtorez]

Thank you. I still can't keep myself from getting sad when others show suicidal desire. I feel so happy that I'm at this point, but I still can't wish it for anyone. The irony of the human I guess. All I wish for this world is to have more love, for people to be kind and not inflict suffering on others.

You're a good person by the sounds of things . Sometimes us broken people are the more emotionally evolved beings. I really hope you find peace .

 

[newjourney]

Have a peaceful journey celest!!

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

May you find peace.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

wishing you relief we are here no matter what.

 

[athiestjoe]

Regardless of what happens, wishing you safe travels and absolute luck with whatever you decide. May you find lots of peace & serenity.

 

[EternalShore]

I don't know~ anyways, I wish you the best and will pray for you~ see ya~

 

[blessforus]

Hope you will pass on this and find freedom again