Venting On my way back down

[PlasticFace]

Got all my hopes up that things were going to change and it all fell apart again. Just like always! I hate being angry, reminds me of Mom, but I feel so cheated. Once again, I'm left confused, alone, tired, and selfish. I always say I won't give life any more chances and then I do just to be let down again. Guess I was never meant to understand why, never meant to be happy, normal, and satisfied. :/

 

[ger3172]

I really understand this, it's so disappointing.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's dreadful how people have to suffer so much in this existence, it must be tiring being stuck in that situation. But anyway best wishes.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

Yes, it's like being on a treadmill: you try your best to move forward but get nowhere. Constant disappointments that have no end.
I'm honestly so tired of trying that I no longer want to get better anymore.
I'm done with it now. I have no fight left inside of me.