i genuinely think i am most the time, im too forgetful, slow, and not charming or know many people. i think my only saving grace is attempting to be pleasant to others, but people try to squash that too and drive you crazy. im grateful for the job i have now but im really trying my best because here i dont have to deal with customers or be under pressure, and i get to do things im not too bad at like sorting things and filling in info etc.