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DontTouchMeImFamous

DontTouchMeImFamous

Student
Jul 18, 2024
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my greatest fear is failing. not even pain scares me as much as failing. I am literally TERRIFIED from failing and turning disabled especially turning into a vegetable. i would rather live than fail. plz help me find the most foolproof method. suggest me anything u think that if it failed, it wouldn't turn me into a vegetable.

jumping, hanging, SN, or homemade cyanide? any other suggestions are very much welcome?
 
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There is not a single documented case where someone, after unsuccessfully ingesting SN, became a vegetable or was left with permanent consequences. SN is simply so powerful that due to its specific action, the moment when permanent damage to vital organs occurs due to hypoxia there is simply no return and survival. There is also no possibility of failure unless you change your mind and seek help or someone finds you in the critical few hours (up to 4 hours) after ingestion.
 
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DontTouchMeImFamous

DontTouchMeImFamous

Student
Jul 18, 2024
129
There is not a single documented case where someone, after unsuccessfully ingesting SN, became a vegetable or was left with permanent consequences. SN is simply so powerful that due to its specific action, the moment when permanent damage to vital organs occurs due to hypoxia there is simply no return and survival. There is also no possibility of failure unless you change your mind and seek help or someone finds you in the critical few hours (up to 4 hours) after ingestion.
That is reassuring. Thank you!
 
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tbh2023

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Nov 4, 2024
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my greatest fear is failing. not even pain scares me as much as failing. I am literally TERRIFIED from failing and turning disabled especially turning into a vegetable. i would rather live than fail. plz help me find the most foolproof method. suggest me anything u think that if it failed, it wouldn't turn me into a vegetable.

jumping, hanging, SN, or homemade cyanide? any other suggestions are very much welcome?
If you want to CTB you will do it successfully. Only those who didn't want to die, fails. That's just my opinion. People who want to die, they do it right.
 
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DontTouchMeImFamous

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Jul 18, 2024
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If you want to CTB you will do it successfully. Only those who didn't want to die, fails. That's just my opinion. People who want to die, they do it right.
I mean I know I do. But do I have enough courage to do it right?
 
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tbh2023

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Nov 4, 2024
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I mean I know I do. But do I have enough courage to do it right?
I don't have the courage too that's why I'm not ready to die. When the pain is great any method will work like those teenagers who suddenly die after severe bullying. I see a lot of attempts here and I hate seeing people going through that, but why attempt if you don't want to die.
 
DontTouchMeImFamous

DontTouchMeImFamous

Student
Jul 18, 2024
129
I don't have the courage too that's why I'm not ready to die. When the pain is great any method will work like those teenagers who suddenly die after severe bullying. I see a lot of attempts here and I hate seeing people going through that, but why attempt if you don't want to die.
By wanting to die you mean "ready"? SI stopping you doesn't mean you don't want to die. If one tried it at least once then they sure want to die.
 
JesiBel

JesiBel

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Dec 5, 2024
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About hanging:

Once hanging is attempted, there is no retreat due to the rapid loss of consciousness and control. The death occurs within seconds to minutes of the act. Although the majority of the victims die following the act, a few ones survive, if only timely intervention and aggressive resuscitation measures are ensured. An act of hanging, where the victim survives long enough to reach the medical care facility is referred to as 'Near hanging'. Literature suggests a high pre-hospital mortality in hanging. However, if the victim survives to reach the hospital, the mortality rate steeply declines to 2.3%. Even though neurological damage is reported in patients of near-hanging, survival without neurological complications is possible and reported in literature.


Outcomes are better amongst those who have not suffered a cardiac arrest. In a large retrospective study of 886 patients from hospitals in France and Belgium, 51% of near-hanged patients sustained a cardiac arrest before presentation to hospital, with 18% of these surviving to hospital discharge. In contrast, 96% of patients after near-hanging who did not sustain a cardiac arrest survived to hospital discharge. Of the 497 patients in this study who survived to discharge, 479 (96%) had a favourable neurological outcome as defined as a Glasgow outcome score of 4 or 5.

Those patients most likely to have the best neurological outcomes are therefore either those who do not suspend themselves sufficiently to induce cardiac arrest, or those who are found and unhung before cardiac arrest ensues, despite significant suspension. However, cardiac arrest is not universally associated with poor outcome and in a case series 16–18% of these patients have survived to hospital discharge with a good neurological outcome. It is also apparent that most patients who survive to hospital discharge after a near-hanging event make a good neurological recovery.


It's important that no one finds you quickly and that your anchor point or rope doesn't break in the process.
 
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DontTouchMeImFamous

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Jul 18, 2024
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It's important that no one finds you quickly and that your anchor point or rope doesn't break in the process.

And finding the sweet spot is the most critical.
 
JesiBel

JesiBel

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Dec 5, 2024
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And finding the sweet spot is the most critical.
There's no such thing. There's only one place where the carotid arteries can be compressed best, and that's under the jaw. Search for autopsy photos of people who hanged themselves. That's where the pulse is most strongly felt. When you hang, the rope will rise when your body pushes down. As well as positioning the nooseknot correctly behind and in the center of the neck. I always talk about full, partial is not worth it.
 
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