I wish I could get some fentanyl, I'd take it and sleep forever! You were almost there. How did you get busted?
It really felt like a forever sleep. It was beautiful. Got busted due to SI. Damn it's real wasn't even thinking about it. My brain was making my body make hella weird noises trying to take breaths even tho my respiratory system was completely depressed. This caused loud moaning noises and damage to my lungs
I feel okay. A lot better than getting stuff shoved down my throat with no clue what's going on. Wouldn't wish that on anyone. I'm surprised I'm alive tho. Wish it could've been someone else that could survive instead of me
Doesn't it seem unfair? There are so many people desperately trying to stay alive, and will live forever if they could. We just want to simply go in peace! I became an organ donor because people said they would kill you for your organs if you ever were in an emergency situation and they wouldn't save you! Of course I signed up immediately and I'm an universal donor, what are theu waiting for?? But anyhow, what a crazy story, you were so close to being out if here. I never knew your body did that in those situations, I always seen it as a peaceful and quiet death.
I know right I've always seen it as the most peaceful way but yeah damn in that short amount of time my respiratory system was shut down I developed pneumonia the doctors said from either choking on my own blood coming from my lungs or my vomit. It was not as peaceful as you'd think. It's crazy I guess any form of death leaves quite a scene which is despicable in my opinion I wish it could be more simple
Luckily no. Which is very lucky. I've had a cousin OD on heroin and he suffered a stroke while he was out and hasn't been able to speak since. That was a decade ago almost. Now everything is F and now I got laced and well. Luckily no long term issues only short term.
