dewdfish
SN on 03/30/2026
- Nov 30, 2025
- 177
I tried to OD on my prescribed medication and I almost worked. Except that… I woke up nearly having a cardio respiratory arrest and ended up in the hospital - I don't know how I called an ambulance, but I guess I freaked out.
For more information, this was my method, I did some throughout research on it and even confirmed it with AI before going through it, and as I said, it nearly worked.
3g quetiapine
4g alprazolam (Xanax)
Half a bottle of Gin.
First 40 minutes I felt really tired, sleepy and drowsy, laid in bed and went to sleep. Woke up about 3-4 hours later lost in what had just happened and I have very little recollection of this day. Couldn't stand nor walk straight, my head was spinning, my breathing was very very slow to a point where it felt like gasping for air and I had 165 BPM - confirmed at the hospital. I think I called for help at some point as SI started kicking in and my cats were very loving to me while I was sitting on the floor. While at the hospital, they tried everything they could to keep me awake and kept asking questions about my method, I couldn't stop drooling and eventually passed out and my heart stopped, I had to be resuscitated and ended up there for like 2 days because I left the hospital on my own while they weren't looking, as I noticed they were going to lock me up.
Hadn't I been scared of dying that day, I probably would've been gone by now and it feels awful to still be here, I feel miserable and it seems to have affected my heart because even the slightest effort on doing something my heart rate goes to the flipping sky and I feel like I'm about to pass out again.
For more information, this was my method, I did some throughout research on it and even confirmed it with AI before going through it, and as I said, it nearly worked.
3g quetiapine
4g alprazolam (Xanax)
Half a bottle of Gin.
First 40 minutes I felt really tired, sleepy and drowsy, laid in bed and went to sleep. Woke up about 3-4 hours later lost in what had just happened and I have very little recollection of this day. Couldn't stand nor walk straight, my head was spinning, my breathing was very very slow to a point where it felt like gasping for air and I had 165 BPM - confirmed at the hospital. I think I called for help at some point as SI started kicking in and my cats were very loving to me while I was sitting on the floor. While at the hospital, they tried everything they could to keep me awake and kept asking questions about my method, I couldn't stop drooling and eventually passed out and my heart stopped, I had to be resuscitated and ended up there for like 2 days because I left the hospital on my own while they weren't looking, as I noticed they were going to lock me up.
Hadn't I been scared of dying that day, I probably would've been gone by now and it feels awful to still be here, I feel miserable and it seems to have affected my heart because even the slightest effort on doing something my heart rate goes to the flipping sky and I feel like I'm about to pass out again.
