Discussion Occultism

[Notwinnernotawin]

Recently seeing what my life what have turned into, I've been keen to another religions. I used to be Catholic but then this bitch dissed me and the community in general started to treat me like shit. Then I became evangelical but nah this worshipping thing worked only for a month or so. I've been a satanist for awhile, now I'm into goetia, and I'm getting back at everyone who hurt me and still hurts me. Ppl be like oh you'll regret that, your life will turn into hell. Hello? My life is already hell. This gang leader promised he would kill me and the asshole of my mother, people make fun of us. I hope he kills us, because the idiot of my mom took so much money from the bank that we're broke. We went from getting 4,500 in a month for 1,200, I can't have anything, I'm living out of potatoes and vegetables and cheap meat. I am stubborn
I am full of myself, I don't deserve to be poor and live like a dog. So if the almighty god (screw it, I won't write his name in capital letters anymore) want it to be this way, so be it.
Anyone else into occultism? Another spooky religion? Demons? I'm interested.

 

[Lys_C15H25N3O_d3]

miss the time i was skeptical , but played the "doubting thomas" and saw "more than i ever wanted to see" through Psychonaut, Liber Null / Golden Dawn divination techniques (they were not supposed to ... anyway)

Goetia though? was dumb enough to tattoo sigils "coz they looked cool"


until you realize heheh "oh thats a portal on your flesh.. pretty much like going on the darknet and clicking anything"

Might sound pretty funny but the whole reason "life" has imploded like an inside-job - it all goes back to the near death experience, the crazy hallucinations from delirium comatose - Which turned out to be predictions (blurry very blurry, but 2018 sure seemed a lot different than the 2023 right? i mean can we believe the amount of stuff happening all around at once?


"naw dude, you're associating things" - wish it were that simple, after "proving" to some people who heard all that non-sense blabbering while i was half-conscious from coma. Then unexplainable stuff started to happen, it was impossible (can keep repeating that till i end locked up in mental hospital) But EVERYTHING that i "think i saw" makes sense, in a sad way. Stopped chanting enns / meditation (since every time was an "unpleasant surprise"


Still , we're witnessing what could be "the end of sumer/babylon" (FOR REAL) then, why not? the worst thing it can happen is... things getting unfathomably worse


And of course i don't think there's coming back. (for me) ... miss the times i was happily an atheist skeptical .. soon i'll return we're in a convenient time frame samhain.


*** Funny thing is that when laughed at people saying "in my previous life hahah i had been a black magician" lol hhahaha well. i'm not laughing now and no i am not "a black magician" but yes, to practice some stuff apparently innocuous as divination, it requires ahn... "hosting an external third party entity" but guess what? no happy endings.. never seen anyone (appart than those "elites" who build cities with funny architectural "easter eggs" (should i mention easter is likely Ishtar misspelled?) no no, theres too many easter eggs and symbolism, numbers, dates , imagery etc etc etc etc


"should have taken the advice seriously , but it all seemed too surreal, too... argh, unlikely, guess what? hahah i was wrong;

 

[Meditation guide]

Recently seeing what my life what have turned into, I've been keen to another religions. I used to be Catholic but then this bitch dissed me and the community in general started to treat me like shit. Then I became evangelical but nah this worshipping thing worked only for a month or so. I've been a satanist for awhile, now I'm into goetia, and I'm getting back at everyone who hurt me and still hurts me. Ppl be like oh you'll regret that, your life will turn into hell. Hello? My life is already hell. This gang leader promised he would kill me and the asshole of my mother, people make fun of us. I hope he kills us, because the idiot of my mom took so much money from the bank that we're broke. We went from getting 4,500 in a month for 1,200, I can't have anything, I'm living out of potatoes and vegetables and cheap meat. I am stubborn
I am full of myself, I don't deserve to be poor and live like a dog. So if the almighty god (screw it, I won't write his name in capital letters anymore) want it to be this way, so be it.
Anyone else into occultism? Another spooky religion? Demons? I'm interested.

I'm into occultism not by choice buy by birth. I have non stop odd or inexplicable things happen to me, things no one would ever believe. It's a lifetime pattern and I have had to accept the fact I am a witch or something like that. Not sure what I am but it's something weird as f. And no I don't want to be "special" or anything like that. I had to finally accept there is something very odd about me and my life. I was hoping it would all stop and things would just be normal but ... it's never going to stop.

 

[Notwinnernotawin]

I'm into occultism not by choice buy by birth. I have non stop odd or inexplicable things happen to me, things no one would ever believe. It's a lifetime pattern and I have had to accept the fact I am a witch or something like that. Not sure what I am but it's something weird as f. And no I don't want to be "special" or anything like that. I had to finally accept there is something very odd about me and my life. I was hoping it would all stop and things would just be normal but ... it's never going to stop.

I understand you. Sometimes weird things happen. My life is already weird.

 

[sserafim]

miss the time i was skeptical , but played the "doubting thomas" and saw "more than i ever wanted to see" through Psychonaut, Liber Null / Golden Dawn divination techniques (they were not supposed to ... anyway)

Goetia though? was dumb enough to tattoo sigils "coz they looked cool"


until you realize heheh "oh thats a portal on your flesh.. pretty much like going on the darknet and clicking anything"

Might sound pretty funny but the whole reason "life" has imploded like an inside-job - it all goes back to the near death experience, the crazy hallucinations from delirium comatose - Which turned out to be predictions (blurry very blurry, but 2018 sure seemed a lot different than the 2023 right? i mean can we believe the amount of stuff happening all around at once?


"naw dude, you're associating things" - wish it were that simple, after "proving" to some people who heard all that non-sense blabbering while i was half-conscious from coma. Then unexplainable stuff started to happen, it was impossible (can keep repeating that till i end locked up in mental hospital) But EVERYTHING that i "think i saw" makes sense, in a sad way. Stopped chanting enns / meditation (since every time was an "unpleasant surprise"


Still , we're witnessing what could be "the end of sumer/babylon" (FOR REAL) then, why not? the worst thing it can happen is... things getting unfathomably worse


And of course i don't think there's coming back. (for me) ... miss the times i was happily an atheist skeptical .. soon i'll return we're in a convenient time frame samhain.


*** Funny thing is that when laughed at people saying "in my previous life hahah i had been a black magician" lol hhahaha well. i'm not laughing now and no i am not "a black magician" but yes, to practice some stuff apparently innocuous as divination, it requires ahn... "hosting an external third party entity" but guess what? no happy endings.. never seen anyone (appart than those "elites" who build cities with funny architectural "easter eggs" (should i mention easter is likely Ishtar misspelled?) no no, theres too many easter eggs and symbolism, numbers, dates , imagery etc etc etc etc


"should have taken the advice seriously , but it all seemed too surreal, too... argh, unlikely, guess what? hahah i was wrong;

Yeah 2023 is so different from 2018. The world just feels weird after 2018. Some people say that we switched timelines and I think this is possible…nothing feels real after 2018. I think some shift happened then

I'm into occultism not by choice buy by birth. I have non stop odd or inexplicable things happen to me, things no one would ever believe. It's a lifetime pattern and I have had to accept the fact I am a witch or something like that. Not sure what I am but it's something weird as f. And no I don't want to be "special" or anything like that. I had to finally accept there is something very odd about me and my life. I was hoping it would all stop and things would just be normal but ... it's never going to stop.

Wdym? Like what kind of things?

 

[Lys_C15H25N3O_d3]

I'm into occultism not by choice buy by birth. I have non stop odd or inexplicable things happen to me, things no one would ever believe. It's a lifetime pattern and I have had to accept the fact I am a witch or something like that. Not sure what I am but it's something weird as f. And no I don't want to be "special" or anything like that. I had to finally accept there is something very odd about me and my life. I was hoping it would all stop and things would just be normal but ... it's never going to stop.

I'm into occultism not by choice buy by birth."

I was raised not believing in any of this (but reading some yellowed-pages old medical reports indicate that since i baby. ive had several "unknown issues" - ahh a parent back then used to take me into several places: from 4 year old "kid-psychologists" to brain imaging exams" ranging to desperate "seers and non-christian practices" were said to "freak out due to this birth-thing" - Always thought the issue was with the parent... (who said it was birth related)


always disliked christianity from petty issues like being treated differently in school to the "amateur basic reasoning" of any child is capable of; "if god is omnipresent, omnipotent omniscient and infinitely good there's something wrong:



1- it either isnt infinitely good nor mercyful or it can't (observing all life's amazing beauties from love and peace to congenital anomalies ? neuropathologies, psychopathologies, malignant neoplasms (cancer)? "mythical eternal "holy wars" from Sumer, Babylon, Jerusalem (it seems they just keep going and around the "usual places" and also some 5500-something years)


2- Why should an "infinitely good" entity would try to "omit/condemn" practices their "holiest ones" undertook throughout all their history and according to themselves? (Jesus practiced Necromancy and Divination? King Solomon was the first and most well-known Ceremonial Magick practicioner?)

3- If we're here to "atone for sins commited in "past lives" (which i don't recall, but due to these last years im starting to "accept" this "birth issue" too... how much
ironically i'd only start to think about "not by choice, but by birth" when the "non stop odd or inexplicable things happen to me, things no would ever believe" excuse for asking, but how do you "deal" with it?



" i have non stop odd or inexplicable things happen to me, things no would ever believe" - How do you deal with "those" (assume i may have the same "predicament". talking about is insanity.


got into problems sure, thinking "it was a skill" =\ and go on doing readings back and forth for amusement.... =\ don't like being ripped off and its chaotic . theres not much time or patience to "make amends" with "i dont know what" and i'd be so relieved to ..... talk this with someone .. you know... "who not only would believe but also know what "is it like"



Thanks
Id really wish there would be some way to "make some sense at least" of what that was all about

 

[Brown-Jacket Revy]

I tried half-heartedly to get into the occult, but from the few books I've read, "magic" seems to be nothing more than "law of attraction" with extra steps.

And I have no interest in interacting with or making deals with demons.

If God wouldn't help, what makes me think a demon would have my best interest at heart?

 

[sserafim]

I tried half-heartedly to get into the occult, but from the few books I've read, "magic" seems to be nothing more than "law of attraction" with extra steps.

And I have no interest in interacting with or making deals with demons.

If God wouldn't help, what makes me think a demon would have my best interest at heart?

I've heard about the law of attraction as well. I've tried it but I'm not sure if it actually worked or not…I've also heard about the law of assumption. Have you tried the law yourself? And who do you follow? Personally I follow Neville

 

[takyon]

dont know if this counts but astrology is really important to me. its the only sort of belief that actually makes sense to me, i guess because it's actually based in science. paying attention to the planets and how they act in relation to each other is believable to me, unlike spirits or supernatural stuff. but i don't think anyone else is wrong for believing or being interested in anything else. maybe it's real for them and not for me. i think it's good to explore different areas of spirituality to find something that makes sense to you, rather than just following your parents or friends beliefs.

 

[Brown-Jacket Revy]

I've heard about the law of attraction as well. I've tried it but I'm not sure if it actually worked or not…I've also heard about the law of assumption. Have you tried the law yourself? And who do you follow? Personally I follow Neville

I have tried it, but my biggest obstacle is lack of belief.

I can visualize, but I can't get into the "state of the wish fulfilled".

I'm also wary of other people's successes, as it seems like most of the people who get everything they want are already adjacent to those things.

Like if a guy manifests a beautiful woman, then he was probably good-looking and charming in the first place, or a woman manifests a job, then she was probably already qualified for it or had the connections to get it. I would like to see someone who manifested something completely out of their league and with all odds against them.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

I used to be into intensive concentration meditation. I ended up triggering kundalini energy. Had lots of weird psychic experiences ( siddhis).

 

[Homo erectus]

I still don't know if the aim of occultism is to make changes in this world, e.g. to become rich, powerful, have a good life and career; or are there more important dimensions of existence that occultists are interacting with, that this world is actually not that important?

 

[Meditation guide]

Yeah 2023 is so different from 2018. The world just feels weird after 2018. Some people say that we switched timelines and I think this is possible…nothing feels real after 2018. I think some shift happened then

Wdym? Like what kind of things?

No one would believe me. Too many things to list. If anyone told me I wouldn't believe these things either. People who spend some time with me notice too. Psychic things, seeing unbelievable things, hauntings, anything and everything odd or weird.

 

[Meditation guide]

I would like to see someone who manifested something completely out of their league and with all odds against them.

The world is full of people like this. Such as the elderly woman who lived in a run down trailer unable to afford even food most of the time who won the lottery of about 300 million dollars. The man ahead of her in line let her step in front of him for her tickets, she got 3 of them.

I guess you meant manifested, as in manifested it deliberately. The Secret doesn't work. It's called wishful thinking.